Sometimes when I read this kind of stories I get this feeling that I just like... I wish the uke to just die I'm damn dead serious! I would want the uke to die and leave that gaaadang shitty life of theirs!
Curious why I want them to die? Now, have you read this bl name "10 years that I love you the most"? At first I admit I'm kinda sad I even cried a bucket because uke dies, untill I read the novel damn the extra chapters are sooooo satisfying where the seme suffers so much that they go insane and it's lovely because he deserves it! He deserves to suffer a lifetime and kept realising what he have done to get to that point where he wants to kill himself but can't because someone stops them to woosh! flashbacks of the uke and him being happy replays to his head and turns into illusion to dream and to endless nightmare!
I want this story to end up like that especially when uke is already ill then there's a possibility and I hope so and ahhhhh I've read the spoilers and dang there's isn't a big fat chance I hope author just consider everything and revise it fvck!
I'm so hooked to this story and art is on sheeeesh can't wait for more!