
After finding out TJ is not dead, Ian doesn't only want to prove this with his eyes but his body too. He is like, I thought I will never see you again, and then the passion starts. But after the sex, Ian comes to his mind and also says that he doesn't want to be like in the past. All of you who say "the only have sex everytime" don't even get what's happening right now. We will see if Ian's words mean he doesn't want to be with TJ again, or that it need a chance them them being together again, if he is magically going back to Joe or he wants to leave everything behind and start from anew.

The new chapters are already out on other websites. Why is no one uploading them here?

Because the uploaders who upload the official translation set placeholders, so the bot doesn't grab fan translations from other websites.
But after that long hiatus and you don't know when the official translation will continue, it's frustration for most to wait longer I guess.
So the only option for those who can't wait any longer, is to read it somewhere else before they start uploading here again.
That was a heavy chapter...well I guess that's a complete end now for Tj and Ian. But I'm extremely proud that Ian chose himself over that toxic gang life, where peace never would be an option.