and like...obviously not a nice thing to say but idk why i felt it was more of a "you haven't changed, you still can't be honest/speak your mind" kinda dig. instead of him just being mean lol maybe i'm completely wrong kadkjsdhjdf but that was my first reaction to it.
but i do like the allegory of it all. because sex is important to a lot of ppl and couples, and for others? it isn't. there are asexual ppl, there are ppl with low libido, there are ppl who just don't put importance in it. so him wanting to be with shio even if they never have sex, because he loves him. because they love each other? i think it's beautiful.
again i don't think that's what they're going for, they obviously both want to do it lol but it's still meaningful. it can even be an allegory for not being ready to have sex, and the other person waiting for however long it takes because they just want to be with them.
it's just a beautiful sentiment imo.
obviously for the ppl that think sex is important, i have nothing against that. we're all different. we all need different things. there's nothing wrong with you one way or another.
just cause you're afraid doesn't mean you need to be a bitch to him jfc. now i'm sad
the moment he said she kept putting things in her mouth i just went like "oh she's teething isn't she?" it made sense, slight fever plus discomfort in her mouth, but even tho i realized that the moment she started bleeding i got scared too askddjhdf
mr. kwon must've been terrified after all the loss he's been through the way he just clung to him AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my baby akjjsdhjff i love this so much
the storyline of him being accused of rape didn't really sit well with me....not after everything that's been going on nowadays. like a new celebrity is accused every other day of shit like this. and yeah i'm not saying every accusation is true, there are rare cases where it's a lie and ppl who do that are the fucking worst!!! don't lie. you're just making life harder for ppl who are raped and abused.
but the idea that all his fans are defending him is what made me upset, like believe the victims pls. no matter how much you love a celebrity you don't know them. and even i ended up being unsure of if he did it or not while reading this. he doesn't really remember because he drank a lot back then. sure he says she was willing, but if she was drunk....like...
idk just..what a shitty storyline to introduce to this story randomly. like if you wanted a controversy you could've just picked something else i feel like. it took me out of the story pretty badly. like why do this?? am i overreacting? probably. but i just hated how it was so shittily done.
boy it's a fight LOL ofc he's gonna get hit and hurt sometimes. that's got nothing to do with you looool goddamn. the brainwashing is brainwashing huh
he said he didn't want it. told you to stop multiple times. with every new chapter i get even more annoyed jfc
what is going on? what's up with the random dude? guess it's my bad for not reading the summary lol but not what i was expecting from this one...oh well let's see how bad the misunderstandings are gonna piss me off
it's just full of neurodivergent ppl, ppl with trauma and gayness all around. like good for them. getting better and healthier and living their best lives, maybe one day i'll get there too lol
i'm so glad it was a happy ending i was so tense reading it, afraid it'd end badly. i love it. love them!!!
1. the lil kid he helped is 100% Lee Hyun. he even brings him the juice he got has a kid nowadays.
2. i was about to say where the fuck are the parents, how did the parents let the brother pretend Yui was sick all that time at school without noticing anything weird but ig they were fucking airheads and didnt notice shit lol and then they died???? girl what
3. motherfucker set fire to his own place and killed their parents like holy shit. he wasn't even crying or upset while Yui was completely heartbroken. (my uneducated guess was that his parents called him out on his aggressive behavior and he went ape shit but who knows)
anyway interested to see where it goes from here