beta
apparently lots of angst incoming...i think it's time to take a break until i can handle it LOL
also dude if you need a way to release your stress. either find a good way to do it, find someone like minded or pay for a professional. he shouldn't have to deal with your shit fuck off. that wasn't even proper S&M it was just you taking your shit out on him.
idk idk idk. he doesn't want to go but doesn't want to be a burden and still needs to feel needed. and jooin he doesn't want him to go, but doesn't want to hold him back, wants him to make a choice for himself and yknow what? im going to scream bye