this is giving me missing love flashbacks and that was rough as hell ╥﹏╥ feeling sick ..
i just randomly thought about it .. im pretty sure it was an omegaverse manga, where the seme was part of the yakuza ?? and they took in the uke ╥﹏╥ i remember right at the end the uke also became a member, and he was wearing a black suit in a minka ! in that scene, some other person was talking about how he slept his way to the top or something .. the uke may have had a kid but im not sure.
thanks for any help (▰˘◡˘▰)
heelloo any recommendations like 'i failed to divorce my husband' ? they are just so cute. and in love. i need healing (▰˘◡˘▰)
OKAY I JUST NEED TO TYPE THIS OUT BECAUSE I LITERALLY CANT HELP ME
i literally. this is not good. this is not good plot driven story and yet i still cant stop thinking about lee geom because it physically hurts. you'd think around 60 chapters in that there would be an ounce of hope for any character but there is none; and really there is nothing wrong with that at all, no need for a story to be what the author doesn't want it to be, but how long can you continue this .. how long can the same thing happen over and over and yet lee geom's tragic resolve doesn't break and its sdjghiskughwoaeigfjeoa.
i cant even write it out. at this point i believe the only satisfying end is lee geom dying, especially with all that has happened in the new raws; the dignity of his character being used to toy with a proclaimed 'realistic' stance of abuse .... and i'm not asking for an outbreak of his character, we know by now that lee geom doesn't his (unseeable) pride nor emotions affect his goals, but its more of that goal that is being taken farther away from readers with every chapter. such a strong character whose story goes in circles .. it truly saddens me thinking about him. if they are suggesting he never escapes, which is very likely if they were ever trying to go for a never happy ending, might as well have it happen now. very little idea of where these characters will go because we dont have a clue what lee geom is thinking. and honestly that is the bare minimum to what we have to see. he's hurt and he's hurt and nothing ever gets better.
i get that writing should have no moderation and the creative field itself is insanely vast .. but there are only so many awful things you can put into one before you start thing; is this what you want ? what is it that you are trying to say ? i find it natural that somethings don't get better, there is nothing beautiful about it. lee geom is beautiful. his soul is beautiful. characterization is beautiful. and yet this story is so fucking ugly.
OKAY IM DONE WITH MY RANT (▰˘◡˘▰) didn't mean for it to get so long ....