lesbean<3's Manga

i can t stop crying . this manga is just so amazing. the story is so complex and so well written. he ... he didn t deserve what he s been through. why did he had yo die ? he left everyone behind him w a HUGE hole in the heart . his lover ( last oen ) went to rusia after he died . but befire that he soad that even if he dies , his spirit will guard him and protect him and his house . OMG THE KITTENS AND THE DOG ARE LEFT ALONR . this one hurts so much . so damn much . and the letter, the letter made everything worse. what do people do after die ? do they get to spend the rest of their time just going around and "staying" w the ones they love ? do they go somewhere and and just sit for eternity? will the dead people or lovers will they see each other after they die ? will they ever have a nice ending? will there ever be a good ending? this whole experience was so depressing. i legit can t stop crying. i even choked from the tears multiple times. i really wish they will see each other someday somewhere. i just want them to be happy . haaaa