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╥﹏╥ my god I'm tearing up from all the FEELS I'm getting from this. Like omg, I'm so happy they got to meet and be together again, but also I'm crying bc oof even in their next life they still got the age barrier to get across. And like I'm sure they will because they're a reincarnated couple and also seem quite reasonable and stuff, but like every time Hime pushes Harold away or when Harold misunderstands and his low self-esteem pops out I just wanna hug them both real tight then put them somewhere where they can be assured and happy. I mean, they're already on their way there, which I absolutely love, but like the urge still exists.
Also can we talk about the childhood friend? Like, we stan a childhood friend with a crush in manga that doesn't go apeshit when the guy likes someone else and just wants their happiness?? I hope she gets her happy ending too because she seems very cute!
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Seriously with all the current mentions of the first prince we've had so far, all I can think is that he's suspicious as fuck. So is the crown regent, and if Aquila didn't pledge the magic oath and the proof that he's probably gone back in time god knows how many times for Lamia he'd also be sus af imo.
Also idk why so many people hating on Lamia?? Like I get it, I pity the hell out of Aquila bc he keeps going back in time for the woman he loves but she keeps dying every time but c'mon he's no sunshine and flowers. If he didn't love Lamia so much he definitely wouldn't have given a shit if the Duke died or if he ruined Uriel's other hand considering he played big roles in them in the first place. We also still don't know what he went through that caused his personality change from when he injured Uriel to now. And as of right now Lamia is in all rights to despise the hell out of him because unlike Aquila she doesn't remember any of her past lives for the most part other than brief flashes.
Like imagine it, you have a sibling that has always been looked down upon by everyone while you live the high life. You are one of the only people who truly cares for them and wants them to be happy when nobody else wants that. You let them go far away in hopes that they can achieve that happiness only for them to come back traumatized with a ruined future (because that is essentially what Aquila does). I'd imagine Lamia probably even felt guilt for letting her brother go to the capital with the thought that if she knew this was going to happen there's no way she would have let him go.
That same guy who ruined your sibling's life comes up and is like yeah I ruined your siblings life, I also had plans to kill you father, and I was involved in your assassination, but I swear I'm not your enemy. Bro I wouldn't trust the man with giving me a glass of water in case he poisoned it or something. Like damn if that happened to me w my sibling I'd straight up throw hands and smack a bitch like Lamia did.
Basically, girl is in full rights on hating Aquila so y'all better calm down and just wait until she realizes what's actually going on or regains her memories from previous lifetimes ok?
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ify! i feel like those ppl hating on the fl has been reading a different kind of story! as if trauma will just go poof! once the scar has been healed. he became skinny for what? just say "oh ok its fine u killed them forr me, to help me see the truth. thanks btw for curing my hand" LIKE HUH DO U EXPECT SMTHN LIKE THaT.
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Like I get it, it must have been a terribly traumatic experience. But, I'm still a little upset that she's still thinking of the other people as "Book characters". Certainly, what happened in the novel could play out again in the present, but she's already gone and screwed up the whole mess of events so that's impossible now. The original FL has even made it clear they haven't even met until the MC went on and did it for them because she thought she had to keep some kind of continuance of the book events. But for all she knows it could be some parallel world where the Duke is a saint and the FL is a villainess like who knows? Like it wasn't in this case but meeting the MC for one night seriously changed the ML's heart so like who knows what could happen.
Not to mention how she's acting out quite dumbly at this point because let's be honest here if you've tried your best to get a man to dislike you but he likes you no matter how evil, dirty, and dumb you are then fucking hell there's no need to go faking your death bc he's still gonna like you no matter what. Especially when once again, the FL has never once showed interest towards the Duke, and the Duke has never showed interest to anyone but the MC.
I kind of feel bad for saying all this because I don't want to make it seem like I'm disregarding her trauma. I'm just saying that I don't think that this situation and that situation are completely different and maybe I'm a little mad for all these MCs out there being like "omg, the ML fell in love with so and so in the novel so there's no way he's gonna stay/love me so I gotta make sure he falls in love w the FL.". Like damn this is your life now not a novel start acting like it. The Butterfly Effect exists for a reason ya know?
Like at this point she's just running away on impulse which I assume is part of the trauma but like aagghh it's so unfair to her but I'm getting so frustrated with her actions. I just feel that she's being incredibly unfair to the people around her. Hoping she gets her act straight within the next couple of chapters.
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Yeah I’ve been in conflict w that before w myself bc like if I was suddenly dropped into a book I’ve read and then drastically changed the content by accident or on purpose I’d probably feel like something wrong happened but like at the same time after a certain point you gotta start accepting that the book that you read is now ur reality and changes can happen and that isn’t always a bad thing. Like if you killed Voldemort or made him a nice person welp you just saved hundreds of people from dying including most of the hp cast and that’s mostly a good thing. Sure there are still problems like the pure blood faction but we no longer have a Voldemort that will gather them together to cause terror on the people.
In this case, w the mc, it’s more like she’s absolutely refusing to believe it’s her reality now and is running away from all the changes to the story she caused, no matter how unintentional those changes were. That’s the part that’s frustrating me, that she so die hardedly wants to keep following the original story plot to the point that she believes that the original FL HAS to love the ML and therefore she can’t “steal” the ML even though in this case 0 “stealing” has been done. I’m sure that realizing and accepting fiction is now ur reality must be difficult af, but forcing ur ideas onto other people and as faking ur death/deathly injuries is going way too far and causes more harm than good to the people around her that really care for her like the duke.
Like at this point I just want her to accept that yes, the duke loves her and that’s not bout to change anytime soon. That she’s not stealing anyone’s man and never has for that part even if she was naive af and her “friend” was trash the first time round. And like again, she’s been explicitly told from the original FL AND ML that they’re not into each other but she’s still like man I can’t steal the FLs man. It’s getting more than a little ridiculous is all I’m saying
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Preach my brother! thank you, ,..............,...........................................................................................................................That rite there is my shit, brada that is my shit, thank you couse most people would have been like "ahhh her trama I sip with her" but like no!!! Thank you beads for preachen the real shot #FACTS!! ┗( T﹏T )┛ ┗( T﹏T )┛
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Preach my brother! thank you, ,..............,...........................................................................................................................That rite there is my shit, brada that is my shit, thank you couse most people would have been like "ahhh her trama I simp with her" but like no!!! Thank you brada for preachen the real shit #FACTS!! ┗( T﹏T )┛ ┗( T﹏T )┛
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Ahaha if the MC wasn't as hilarious or positive as she is this story would've been depressing af because damn her family really just sold her off like that didn't they. And then after 10 years of suffering she still can't escape no matter what she does and gets sexually harassed by some obsessive prince to boot. And everyone's just like ahahah just accept it he loves you and you'll be rich and powerful and completely ignoring what she herself wants. I get that the manga is probably going to end with her eventually giving in and falling in love w the prince but man I'm getting depressed just watching her.
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True fam. Ughhh if the prince do really love the girl then I hope he would do something to get what she really wants liek boi u were engaged with the girl for 10 years so u ought to know how miserable she was with that lifestyle and I mean at least let her open up to you and not just flirting fookin nonesense. UghHh.
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Man this story had potential if it wasn’t like 95% smut. Could’ve been going one way where Nanaki realizes he and his brother can still be together even if he turns back into a boy which he identifies with(which btw I don’t get why he thought that if he turned back into a boy they couldn’t be together?? What’s with that Herero bs)
OR and personally what I thought should have happened when Nanaki decided to remain a girl is to realize that he actually felt more comfortable as she and came to some sort of realization that she was trans...but no we just get smut which like isn’t bad just a little disappointing
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1. the change of art style?? The new one looks wack, like its not bad per say but I just massively preferred the old one. Kyoko for the most part looks mostly the same thank god but Ren and Sho look so freaking different I had to double check to make sure they were the right characters. My longer haired Sho, what happened to him T-T
2. Hot damn the anxiety and stress I felt when watching the whole pre confession thing go down like gah I wanted to smack the both of them in the head as many time as necessary to get their heads on straight. The amount of unnecessary drama the two had to get here was unimaginable, and all their friends coworkers and boss as like yeah these two are into each other like I know they don't want to butt in into other people's love lives but I think at the very least they could have said a little something to make sure these guys had a better hold of the situation and their feelings because jfc Kyouko out here with misunderstandings a mile high and Ren wasn't able to figure out what he should be doing to make things clear until a goddamn chicken told him what to do....The author out here tryna make it seem like the friends/coworkers and boss were out here tryna help them get together but lets be honest they helped less than one chicken mascot who was actually one of the parties involved with misunderstandings a mile high.
3. The confession was so...lackluster? Like don't get me wrong the amount of relief and joy I felt when they finally got their feelings out and in the open was amazing since it's been forever since I read this so I only just read the more recent updates. But like...I kinda felt like it could have been a bit...more emotionally poignant than what the author wrote because the joy lowkey felt hollow. Hope the author expands on them solving their problems (and trust me they have a lot to get through) like better communication because I know that some huge misunderstanding that could have been easily solved by just saying one simple sentence is common play for any shoujo really but istg I don't want to want to smack them more than I already do ok.
4. Lowkey this entire thing kind of needs a rewrite at some point just to straighten things out. There are some plot holes, random plot divergences, and plot jumping that could really use some organizing. Like there's just a certain point in the middle where everything kind of gets messy and I'm not sure if the author is just losing track of all the chapters they wrote or what it is but yeah.
5. Do we see the Cain Heel reveal or what?? Like bruh I just wanna see the crew of the movie being like omg that was Ren? Is that too much to ask for. Also the Heel sibling arc was by far my favorite just on the pure amount of UST if nothing else. Like damn some skinship? Alright, alright I see you. But also the Heel siblings in general were really fun characters to watch play out and also it was nice to sneak a peek into Ren's psyche.
6. The Corn Arc made me die a little inside. No, not a little, a LOT. Like I get it Kyoko, you think magic and fairies exist, which imo a little strange for a 17 yr old girl to still believe in but who am I to judge. But also she was like "Corn looks exactly like Ren from his muscles to his bones and pysique and their voices are exactly the same. OMG has to be MAGIC bc he's a FAIRY" Yeah...I'd sooner believe that there was cloning or an evil twin involved before I would go that far you know, but again, I digress, who am I to judge. And Ren out here being like "I'm just gonna pretend Kuon and Ren are two completely separate people and then manipulate her into giving me a kiss." because yes that is the epitome of romance. The sheer embarrassment I have towards both of them during that arc was so much worse than the Kyoko acts as Kuon arc because while it was embarrassing as all hell the positive feels I got from it more than made up for it (Papa Kuu you go) but this arc was just embarrassing, the kiss just made it worse because of the manipulation involved.
7. Man where'd the Beagles go? Lowkey love those side characters for sheer comedic value. Boi seeing spirits and past memories could have been a way more interesting peek into Ren's past too than the smatter we currently have too.
8. Fuwa Sho...still an asshole, but grows on you like goddamn mold. I hope him and Kyoko manage to come to some sort of resolution to all this, and for some reasons I'm getting more and more to the point where I have this slight hope it's a positive resolution...until I remember how much of a dick he is and immediately regret ever thinking it.
9. Can we finally get to know Kuon's past? We keep getting all these glimpses that are pretty telling but if we could get the whole story that'd be nice. We finally got basically all of Kyoko's so if we can finally get Kuon's that be cool.
10. Lowkey I'm wondering if there'll be a timeskip at the end of this manga and like moka and Hiou(?) will get together. because rn Hiou might only be 12 but after a few years who knows.
11. Kyoko chan really out here saying she thought the gays weren't real I choked okay. Lowkey wish we get an update on Kana and her gf but that seems sadly unlikely but I wish her all the best.
That's all I got for now but omg I have so many feelings and thoughts after rereading the first part and then catching up on the latter parts. It's been a really long time since I've caught up with the series so I'm estatic there was so much content to get through, but I'm sad that there wasn't as much substance as i would have liked. Over 50% of the manga so far has just been misunderstandings after misunderstandings to the point my chest is in pain, like literally, from the frustration.
Taiga, you wanna tell the class something? Because you kinda sus over there lmao
I'm in the state of confuse again... In another world it is considered shoujo manga right... But once they return back to their real world... It will be BL
Am i right?? Then what is this manga all about?? BL or shoujo or both
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