JFC, its one thing to chase someone you like because they never gave you much of a chance and you think you deserved one and its a whole other fucking thing to manipulate, deceive, and con your way into someone's life, not because you genuinely want someone good with this person, but because you're an obsessive, insecure, hazardously, mentally unstable, prick who wants to own them like some rewind-able, remote-control toy. Its crazy how even though Jinha explained that to you in high school, YOU'RE STILL STALKING and HARASSING not only him but his LOVER TOO. Oh my goodness, how bout you focus on getting some self-treatment so you can have somewhat of a chance at true love in the future... If anyone would have you, considering your nasty personality, that is...
preach ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I HAD SUCH FUCKING OUTER SPACE LIMITED HOPES FOR YOU SEUNGBAE! WHY the hell would you hide behind the stairs?! Thats that dumb shit people do in stereotypical horror movies; hiding in the most obvious and visible places for the killers! Jfc, that made me so livid. Like, why? You could've his in a room with the door locked, waited for Sangwoo to be distracted by Bum somewhere far off then bolted for upstairs, escaped through the window you came (fuck the "baseball ball accident" excuse) and somehow maneuvered your way down and RAN AWAY WITH YOUR LIFE! Ugh, dont get me wrong, would've of been better if you had convinced Bum to escape with you earlier but I can't have you die on me so soon! You're the only "sane" and reasonable character here for me! So stop doing stupid shit and outsmart Sangwoo! Gawd, I knew he knew you were in there as soon as he started asking Bum bout his "acqaintance" bullshit. I just knew! And then you go and get caught! Man, oh man... My patience just exploded. I shouldn't have read this chapter... Now I'm freaking out. Please be safe, Bum. Please be safe, Seungbae. Please be hurt (or possibly on the verge of death), Sangwoo. Please be well and happy even if chapter 31 takes forever, Koogi.
Sangwoo, you are NOT different, you insane piece of shit. You are EXACTLY like your father and no one genuinely loves you, if it isn't bout your looks and deceitful charms. What now? You're gonna drown me or force yourself on me even after I reluctantly tell you the most vulnerable and traumatizing experience of my life, let you call me a "filthy rag" and "disgusting" for something that was out of my hands and I did not wish to happen, and attempt suicide? Ha, you deserve "Worst Asshole of the Entire Fucking Century." I stopped pitying you and waiting for you to "change" several chapters ago. Please disappear soon. Yoonbum, you do NOT love him, he is NOT your savior, so, please, stop belittling yourself to this guy and hurry up and find a way to fucking leave even if Seungbae has to drag you out with handcuffs on. You are NOTHING like how your screwy uncle used you as. You need genuine and professional help and a smothering amount of real love. Koogi, I love, respect, and appreciate this manwha and you.
It's sad really. Sangwoo really lovesand cares for Yoonbum to the best of his abilites. It is just that he is too mentally scarred to give yoonbum the affection he needs. Yoonbum on the other hand saw no other way out. As Sangwoo said, theyre a complete mess.
it really goes to show they're both products of the environments they grew up in.
No, there's no love here. Sangwoo cared for Bum like you would with your pet but with no love.
He even manipulated and mock him when Bum tell him about his most vulnerable past. Bum tell him because Sangwoo forced him to. This is sad people only see the yaoi of it even after read the whole story.
But it was his parent fault （/TДT)/ if only he grew up on loving and caring environment (bum too) he won't become the person as it's now ╥﹏╥ let spread love around the world
i totally agree
Even serial killers can grow up from in a loving and caring environment. Although, yes, that does have an impact on every child's life, something mentally can be "abnormal" with a person to make grow up wanting to experience things most would see as morally wrong. For example, Jeffrey Dahmer, his parents werent the best but they never abused him nor were there any violence in his home, they were kinda average, I believe, but look how he turned out. I'm not saying this is the case for most people that have a mental incability but it does contradict with the theories out there when it comes to Abnormal Psychology and relative fields. Who knows, maybe Sangwoo would've been a better person if his parents were better as well... Then again, it still should justify his reasoning for taking someone else's life and for constantly abusing Bum. When you become an adult, you're responsible for yourself, you're responsible even with the excuse that your parents are the reason why you're the way you are. I know this from personal experience. I am 17 now but I know that once I turn 18, I have to try and be better than how my parents, which are the worst, wanted me to be. I'm gonna be who I want to be for me. (Thanks for wanting to spread love, this world definitely needs more of it. )
Its true that they both are messed up and I personally think neither should be around society because both are harmful, more so Sangwoo since Yoonbum can't defend/retaliate if he's not pressured to the max about it. With that in mind, you're free to believe that this is about Sangwoo's incapability to show affection or love to Yoonbum due to his parents shitty parenting but I implore you to please analyze the story more and think a bit differently bout Sangwoo's actions. Ever since chapter one he has been nothing but deceitful and abusive. I see their relationship as nothing but abusive. Any scenes between them that was sexual or viewed as "romantic" was anything but healthy. Believe me, I wished and hoped like the rest of you that maybe he'll treasure Bum and treat him with the love he deserves but Koogi has intentionally made everything thats happened between them make that fujoshi/fundanshi dream go to shame. Its sucks really because ideally they look good together expect they realistically aren't. And I love it. No offense to other yaoi stories but its too predictable that they will most likely get together after confessing and having sex all in a very short amount of time, haha. Here, its not the issue. There's more to this they wanting to see the ideal seme and ideal uke get together. The fact that Yoonbum has been continuously mutilated, drowned, punched and slapped around, etc, etc, does not show a lack of Sangwoo not knowing how to love. He clearly knows how to fake it to get what he want and Bum, being to extremely vulnerable and easily manipulated person that he has been since little, he's able to take the bait over and over again even if it'll result in his obvious death because he wants to feel needed and useful. Just like Sangwoo, he wants to be worshipped, to not seen like his father despite the fact that he acts 100% like him, and wants someone to stay with him even throughout his merciless killing sprees.
First, I like your profile name, haha. Two, yes, I agree that people would rather see and overshadow things with the fact that this is yaoi and Sangwoo and Bum ideally look pleasant together. I can't bash them for it either, knowing that I started to read this book with the intention of seeing some drama, smut, and a happy ending, heh. So far, I'm often being put over the edge and given headaches and heartaches after I yell passionately at my phone with every chapter I read. The struggle is real, is it not? Nevertheless, I started to read other people's opinions, those who are awesome with analyzing and seeing the story in a more passionate light then most who wanted see love making and a happy ending. They made me go back and reread and start to criticize both characters reasons and after I started to do they, I became irritated with my findings and began disliking Sangwoo while admiring how he looks sexy in a turtle neck sweatshirt or ripped jeans or anything really, and pitying Bum while fangirling over how cute and innocent he looks and how ridiculous his growth spurt is because he looks 12 when he's really in his 30s compared to Sangwoo and that made me envious but also wanting to scoop him up and smother him with my affection. The entire thing is a contradictory but I still try to find rationality among all the fantasies. Its a tough try, I'll tell you that. But yeah, thanks for your comment.
*it shouldn't justify
No it's okay. It means the Author is really great at playing with people's emotions. It makes us pitying Sangwoo's and Bum's past but also make us realised that they're not innocent at all. Somehow they got everything they deserved. It's two sides of the coin. You can't see the whole pictures by seeing only one side.
People should appreciate the Author for it. She played our emotions right. And if it ended not the way we expected, i wish people wouldn't judge her for it.
Thank you for your feedback. Cheers.
When you really think about and consider Siwoon and Jiwook's back story... Its makes me so fucking sad, mostly for Siwoon who I personally empathizes with. He used to actually be genuinely happy and tried to HELP Jiwook. But Jiwook was so pathetically blinded by his jealousy, which I can understand, believe me, its not a rare thing, but how it made him in the end is what I can not forgive. Like, what the actual hell? Never should he had let himself go past the line of destroying his humanity. I mean, he got his older brother, that genuinely loved and cared for him and never intended to hurt him, to get BULLIED every day and fucking RAPED. That poor guy was violated, depressed, and suicidal all because his shitty younger brother couldn't figure out how to EXPRESS his emotion verbally and allowed it to ruin his morals. Even through it all, Siwoon never once told their parents or seemed support when EVERYONE turned against him. He probably started to think he deserved it... Oh gawd... No excuse can get Jiwook forgiveness, not when it cost his brother's LIFE. I WILL NEVER LIKE OR CARE FOR YOU JIWOOK. And once he finds out that his real brother is dead, I hope his guilt haunts/tortures him for eternity (and that Taemin kicks his ass) Ah, also, their should've been more aware of the situation. They honestly couldn't tell how devastated one kid was and how the orher turned into Satan's spawn. Seriously.
*seemed support
*their parents
It's Siwon, FTR. So you don't get confused while reading. Siwoon is Woojin's new name.
And good points. It's just so sad.
I didnt realize my mistake with the name until reading others. Ah, thank you! ^∆^;
yes! His jealousy costs him his own twin brother, I can never forgive that.
**sought
That's all I want now, some justice for Han Siwon's name/reputation so he can rest in peace knowing that none of his brother's damage was his fault. That it is not his fault he became a rape and suicide victim. That he is loved and will not remain down as a slut or bad person. Please, I want justice for the Original Han Siwon.