
This side story pisses me off. Also for someone who's in college, he's still dumb as fuck as to reconnect with someone who strangled him and scared his mother from remarrying ever.
And if he really chooses to be with he'll be with the boss eventually, he's REALLY DUMB AS FUCK to get into that relationship. Why?! I mean, I should've known with how stupid looking he is with his naive sparkly eyes ugh I'm so mad

I understand the gravity of immortality, I've read so much of this theme and I completely understand the fear of living beyond the passage of time.
But I have so so many things I'd love to do. Maybe I'm just so used to my own company and I find that I move on pretty quick with people—I'm grateful for the company they provided but if they have to go, I find myself accepting it so quickly it's weird.
I'd love to go to college over and over again, taking different programs. Mastering every skill in the arts. I want to try different career paths. Study something tediously to discover something new. Try living on different parts of the world. Making it a mission to be in close contact with as many animals, observing them and making art. I can finally binge watch every single mainstream media without feeling like I'm wasting my time because I should've been "productive." I wouldn't feel on edge anymore because I'm not running out of time.
It's like, with endless amounts of hobbies and knowledge, coupled with the advancement of technology, I won't get bored; because I'm relishing not in finite relationships, but in myself and interests, who will live on forever.
I don't know, maybe I still need more time to realize that immortality isn't good, but it's just that my fear of regrets and not doing enough of everything I've wanted outweighs it. I want to be everything, and it's impossible with the human lifespan.
Am I the only one who thinks this way? ;-;

To be honest, I find the idea of immortality quite fascinating too! Just imagine all the time we'd have to explore everything that sparks our curiosity! It opens up endless possibilities, like a treasure chest waiting to be discovered. However, I also marvel at what being immortal would truly feel like. Without an end in sight, would we miss the thrill of striving toward a goal?
There’s something genuinely special about the brevity of human life. This short-lived nature makes our moments so precious and joyful! We set our sights on goals, and achieving them fills us with happiness and a glorious sense of fulfilment. It’s the journey that gives our lives meaning and beauty—each step is a part of a beautiful dance!
On the flip side, immortality could give us more time than we ever dreamed of! While we could still set exciting goals, I wonder if the satisfaction of achieving them would remain as sweet as it is for us mortals. It might turn into an endless loop, and I can’t help but think that over time, we might miss the magic of those once-in-a-lifetime moments. Just think of going back to school or college; those experiences, so vibrant and filled with wonder, might lose some of their sparkle if we could relive them endlessly.
In the end, this is just my perspective! I’m not claiming to be right or anything. Everyone has their views, and I truly appreciate the diversity of thoughts. Hopefully, sharing mine brings a little joy and reflection!

I get the psychological and dark intent for the plot, but damn I wish we can get something of this quality + artstyle but in a more wholesome light.
This would've been so cute as a childhood friends, unrequited love, and reencounter scenario and then they become 2 dads raising uke's daughter

I respect your opinion but I disagree lmao. I've read a lot of wholesome manga and I love them but they do tend to get boring.. Like there's no real threat in the plot and I lose interest very quickly. So something a tad darker like this is just great for me.
So long as it don't get too dark, that is...

I wouldn't mind something darker too, it's just that it's only 6 chapters in, and seme's pacing is too pushy and he looks like (probably already did tbh) he can pull the most heinous things at any given moment and make the whole manhwa dark and edgy for the sake of only being dark and edgy, if you know what I mean

I can't quite say because we're nowhere near where the plot actually starts, BUT after reading genuinely sickening dogshit like No Reason and Profundis (you wanna talk about edgy, THAT'S edgy), I can tell you this one is still in the okay zone so far.
And yeah, I do get what you mean. But I also feel like the only reason you think this is edgy is because you haven't come across a manga with actually edgy plot like No Reason or Profundis... Trust me bro, this is NOT edgy at all compared to those...
Also, warning, don't read those 2 manga I mentioned. For real, you will want to vomit. I'm just bringing it up to make a point, not to recommend them lmao
I know it's exaggerated for fiction and plot purposes, but please girl, find a hobby. Find a platonic community of some sort. A male-centered woman is so fucking annoying and boring. Where is your sense of self?? GET A GRIP!!
That aside, this story is really good at making the readers feel the same sense of urgency that MC is feeling. It's illustrated so well, I actually feel really panicky for her and with her at times. The spiral into madness and obsession is very good.