is it common for shoujo boys/ml's to always have more sexual experience then the mc? shoujo mc from what i read so far are always more on the "innocent pure" side while the shoujo guys seem to have more past freedom. if theres any shoujo mc reccomendations where the mc has past experience but still written well let me know pls. im tired of how shoujo portrays background girls too as very shallow just bc they are active meanwhile boys get a deep background
this story makes my stomach hurl the same way in elemenetary when my "friends" would start to purposely be mean and ignore me out of nowhere. it's a weird experience, as a kid i was like "well i know this isnt bullying, we're childhood friends...they were nice to me before..what happened. sigh"
i kinda wanted more angst, more pushing & pulling, more longing, more "we shouldn't be doing this...this is wrong but-" type stuff