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This is so good, Harada really is my queen. always on point with her stories. This time she depicted the sadness and longings an internet-attention-dependant "menhera" goes through. I could relate so much to the uke. I hate it when partners take advantage of my depression and then call me annoying for this very same depression.
"He's a rare boy with certain masochist and self-injury trends. it's annoying when he's mad but in sex he's super dumb and let's you do what you want."
this is exactly what abusive people think. I'm glad someone wrote about this.
I'll borrow the words from another comment section of some other manga by the same author with the same themes (wall hole sex): "the author builds a kind of icky story around it that is supposed to end in heartwarming love, and it just doesn't really work for me"
It makes no sense. [spoilers]
the older bro is twisted enough to let random dudes bang him at a shop but gets teary eyed and jealous like a pure virgin girl when he thinks his lil bro may've fallen for his co-worker? tf
it actually makes sense. it means that sex is not that big of a deal for him, but he has feelings when it comes to love. he separates sex from love. i like it, it's really cool.