
From what i see in this chapters so far i think yahwi isnt that bad its just that maybe he was confuse whether jooin truly loves him or not. well, as you can see people only love and befriended him because of his face and money he didnt actually experienced true love and thought that jooin only wanted him for his face, money, sex, etc. And he now knew that jooin truly loved him because his him.
wait is he acting or not?! im confused and lost, like is that an act or not?! DUDE IF THATS AN ACT HE'S FUCKING GOOD AT IT, like WTAF?!! i definitely hope its not an act, istg if thats an act i- JSDJHSDBJVBSJVBASJ