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The overall psychology of an Alpha wanting to be an Omega is an okay characterization but the ways that the author goes about it is...draining
1. Prostitution - which he chooses to try and do for a living... LIKE SIR, u may have a uterus but u are as Alpah as any Alpha can be. Why go there? It's like a low blow tactic to show he doesnt like just any alpha.
2. Hyperfixating on a second child - and he is spouting insincere sorries and being obstinate when he has freaking AYUMU to think about.
3. This cycles of drugs and a convenient ending - sure, human trials on an already 1 in a million condition for a heat when the doctor says it is about his health that could give him a better chance at pregancy and he only ever gets pregnant after a rude awakening when they almodt gave their child a food trauma.
And the 2nd bit is where the i kinda love it part because it IS an equivalently impactful rude awakening that Arima has his priorities on his ass. Coz if u cant freaking give your attention to an only child coz u are so twistedly hung up by the "miracle of life", you're just NOT fit to be a parent...youre acting a like breeder and while it gives light to his twisted mindset to be an Omega, the overall set up of the drugs and Izumi (?) somehow enabling this dangerous mindset, too, and he gave the child that food trauma. Jesus christ