
the first chapters were a full blown meme and as if there was no story. but then it progressed and i began to understand what was happening. but i cant get enough of how much the author improved on drawing Ivan
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like why tf is he looking so hot like that when I've seen him stretch his limbs in impossible proportions even that elastic face of his suddenly looks so seductive and somber all of the sudden. im just glad their relationship with hyun is getting better. and that finally he confronted alek about their past even if their relationship is very much strained.
i seriously hope things get better for alek, the poor boy has been suffering all his life ┗( T﹏T )┛

tbh, i didnt like how passive chiwoo was until i understood why he seemed incapable of taking action. although i admit, i expected too much from him. poor boy, he suffered from Jihyun's twisted expression of love. thus, im so happy whenever Kyujin appears and saves Chiwoo from breaking down under Jihyun's pressure. also, I'm glad that it ended this way. no, i dont want to ship chiwoo with jihyun because the latter is filled with hatred and violence. he isnt fit for any romantic relationship at all. but a "what if" situation could work for me because if Chiwoo confronted Jihyun's feelings then it could habe changed their future even just a little.
Im happy for Chiwoo and Kyujin. Just like Chiwoo, i also hope that thoigh therenare acts that are unforgivable, Jihyun could redeem himself and grow to be a better person than his father. im just glad Jihyun still has a big brother looking out for him.

I feel sad for Junseo but this time, even if he got his heart broken again, he loved someone honest and someone who really made him happy. besides, jaewon really liked Karam and Karam has already shown special attention to Jaewon before being confessed to. I'm rooting for Junseo and in my mind, I'm sure he'll meet someone just as honest but more in love with him. besides, Junseo and Jaewon's friendship is something I wish to continue in the future.
im not even gonna worry about yoonsung HAHAHA he became a good cupid instead

ive read alot of jumpy ukes who had a "perfect" or capable seme fall in love with them. there are those i cant understand why they continually like a uke who keeps pushing them away, running away, or blatantly stepping on the seme's efforts. this is not one of those extremes but i wanted to point out the love conncetion between the two.
a capable man falling in love with someone who tries their best and knows how to reflect upon his actions. that is character development that i want to emphasize. but, i still want to see more of how these couple will grow because this volume is more of Aone than Gou.

see, i dont want a "perfect" character where everything he does is reasonable. i want someone flawed BUT with the promise of character development.
if a character doesnt straighten himself after a series of trials or obstacles, he has no business being a part of the story. (even the antagonist shouldnt be a flat character).
Hozumi was a tsundere who wanted Yamato's attention through a really cringe-y bullying way. It's cliche for Yamato to even have an interest for Hozumi (i seriously almost stopped reading before i finished vol1).
but the more time they spent together, the more they wanted to improve for each other. that's relationship right there.

The intellect of these characters are out of this world. as a person more inclined to react with emotions, the intellectual power moves in this story confused the heck out of me. half of the time, i had to reserve scenes in my mind to understand for later because at the moment, i have no idea what was happening.
to me, minhoon and michael are the ideal true love. vampire or not, they wouldve fallen for each other just like what chamgun said.
edric and sangrul needs more scenes hahaha but i feel sad for them because they exemplified the pain of being in hostage.
chamgun and elian? oh shit, these two are so complicated yet the most straightforward. they are the most interesting couple because understanding elian is a long and torturous journey. someone as logical as Chamgun could see Elian's heart without bias. Im not justifying Elian because he can do that himself. all there is to appreciate is how betrayed and confused he is. his wife lost his life loving humans who didnt appreciate the love they were given. he distrusts all humans for that.
i have more to say but Elian is the most complicated and satisfying character in this story.

I've read this at the different site long ago and it gave me hope that omegaverse is not as cliché of a genre (is it a genre?). But none ever matched it at all.
Ive come from reading a certain popular manhwa that people have loved but of which I very much despise readings. Re reading this is a good cleanser of all the frustrations I've felt reading that other Omegaverse story. Ive cried in both agony and joy.
I've rooted for every single one of them (though i still despise that scientist, I'm just glad his character had a huge impact on the story and Hajime looks happy being with him. sis, the glow up on him is )
The author did good here. The author is a miracle!
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here are 2 songs that played in my head: too sad to cry by sasha sloan and life moves on by finneas. not jazz but they just played in my head by latter parts of season 2.
the story began awkwardly and the dialogue sounded unnatural. however, when the underlying conflict surfaced, i began to admire the straightforwardness of the dialogue. the songs used and the character building matched even when the pacing was somehow slow, like listening to jazz (i tried listening to a few of the songs, starting from lucky to be me by monica zetterlund).
too sad to cry began playing in my head when the truth about Jaejun's suicide unraveled, i seriously couldnt cry even when my heart was breaking. life moves on played when they were slowly coming into terms with it, and that's when i began to be teary lol.
also, i can picture the first season as a musical. the second was more serious and fit for a movie. my emotional and sentimental heart breaks and heals while reading this. especially because of how impactful Jaejun's suicide was...