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Just finished reading everything. It just hits me as why their relationship of 10 years has been running ambiguously, as what Haesoo said, because it hurts to know that they can’t have it. They kept hanging onto each other without any clear definition of the relationship because they’d rather be that way, thinking they could keep each other by staying the way they are. Both their stubbornness, cowardice, and pride are on the way.

They both love each other, but the circumstances are so against them. Taku could never compare to the love like Jowoon has for Haesoo even from the start.

Personally, I love Jowoon and Haesoo together. They’ve suffered long enough for their love without even knowing what the other is really thinking. Taku already knows. He’s aware he can’t fully have Haesoo.

Ok so i stopped reading this in 2016 then i stumbled upon the op or ed song for this anime. The song sounded bitter sweet and i wanted to cry which made me wna re read this and so i did.
This actually feels like we are in the "season 2" of the series. After finished reading the "season 1", its like i had no time to process what just happened to yashiro and doumeki since there are more to it aka "season 2" which is what chp 38 to 40?
LEMME TELL U THIS GODDAMN after reading the latest chapter my tearduct be like aight letsgo produce some liquid bois like i cannot
There are so many shit to process and there are more yakuza politics to process than yashiro and doumeki's relationship but damn its just fucking sad how yashiro couldnt handle or deal with normal sex/feelings that doumeki intends to give it to him and so he just tossed it away
its just sad. its fucking sad how everything ends in "season 1". I hope everything will go well with the pair in the next season
AND NOWW imma watch the anime and wait for the movie and just consume everything that js related to this~