the rape part of this got me a little sick and the whole time it was happening I was like " die you rotten son of a bitch" . But now the author made the father seem like the victim. And now i have mixed feelings. If the plot was different and the father and son were meant to be together, I would be a little forgiving to the father if the love was mutual ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ but no matter it's a good story
I didn't like the father at all but I guess he was kinda like the character in lolita. Bc he loved him in his disgusting twisted way.
Hmmm Theres alot of first times here (=・ω・=)