Whatever, no one know me here anyway lmao ️s*xual harassment️ there, I'll give you guys warning before reading this We used to have a driver that will take us from/to school. Mind you, both of my parents are BUSY like, i will only ever meet them if i stayed up at night. I was only 8 y/o atm, i was young and don't know shit about s*xual harra......
So, my cousin is like dead now right,but we were openly gay (only) to eachother. So somtimes when I read a cute or spicy moment in BL , I can’t help but remember how much my cousin used to fanboy over little stuff like that. How he would grab onto my shoulder and push me around while screaming nonstop into his bed, while I’m just trying to watc......
Maybe a Seke...? Lol! Even though I'm a female, I really want to be a male...
So first of all, you are absolutely not weird at all, this is a perfectly normal way to react when you went through something like that. Most people also develop trust issues and have a hard time with dating after experiencing a rape/sexual assault. Now, do not push yourself too much if you feel too scared. Running away may not be the best decisio......
I bet many would think it'd be better as a hobby too. I had drawn doujinshi once for Gakuen Alice back in 2012 titled 'Natsume Hyuuga's birthday' or something alike, can't remember. I never did another until I started to read/write/animate for Naruto fandom. A doujinshi would be nice~ especially family fluff! These are from animation fic titled 'Ku......
go ahead and trauma dump here