
Ch 15: So Taekang was a small enemy group (loan shark/gang) who’s info Sihyeon was trying to trade Daejun in exchange for info on “himself” (Sihyeon).
When he was still in his original body (Hajin) he had info on Taekang and was thinking of absorbing that group into their group.
I don’t know why Daejun would be warning him about Taekang when no one (Daejun excluded) knows Hajin is inside Sihyeons body and Sihyeon “shouldn’t” have any connection with them.

I don’t remember Hajin wanting to seek justice in Taekang. Both his original group and Taekang seemed to be in the same businesses. When he was still Hajin he wanted to take over Taekang, basically dismantle it and absorb them into their group.
In the background search for Sihyeon, there hadn’t been anything about Taekang being involved in Sihyeon’s life. Sihyeon did owe money to Jujin group though.
Now Daejun is coming back and telling him not to get involved with Taekang, why? I don’t know. The only involvement between “Sihyeon” and Taekang would be the info that “Sihyeon” mysteriously has. Hajin doesn’t know that Daejun knows that he’s in Sihyeons body, so whether the warning was for Hajin in Sihyeon’s body (search for Taekang info for Daejun) or because of the original Sihyeon, idk.
It’s so confusing

I feel so bad for both of them. Seoyoon is too afraid of losing his childhood friend for being in love with him, and Yeonjae is afraid of the same thing but for different reasons and is also unable to understand his own emotions and what they mean.
I don’t think Yeonjae ever received any form of counseling for what I assume is a dissociative disorder or something similar (doctor didn’t specify anything in the flashback). Yeonjae seemed like he was unable to form or keep “normal” relationships until he met Seoyoon. Yeonjae seems to think and is trying to follow the “norms” of society in order to keep Seoyoon by his side.
I don’t even think either ones’ parent’s (moms)said anything about Yeonjae’s health to Seoyoon, so he has no clue, maybe he’d be more direct about things if he did.
I really hope they clear some stuff out, they’re overcomplicating everything, but then I guess we wouldn’t have a manhwa to read.
Is there a novel? I want to read more.

They have up to Ch 26 so far, on Tappytoon.com The tappytoon app doesn’t have the series, it’s only on the website. So if you decide to go buy tokens for it, make sure its on the website because you’ll only be able to view it on there.
Here’s the link just in case:
https://www.tappytoon.com/en/comics/dear-benjamin-m
Does anyone know if the novel ends like this ended? It feels like it’s cut short but I haven’t read the novel.