Almost every character that is too giddy, kind, and too too nice in the beginning of a manga ends up sus Σ( ￣□￣||)
Like the guys could act cute but once the MC turns their back it's a whole another aura (￣ε(#￣)Σ
And if it's a girl she could be clingy next thing you know she was plotting your murder
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you'rE NOT LYING (￣∇￣")
I just wanted to vent here idk why tho I’m just so drained I sleep everyday so it feels like my life is just going away and every time I take long sleeps I don’t get nothing done and I just feel more tired not only that I also have work and that is draining me as well even when I have a job I still have money problems people ask for money and I just give thinking they’ll not hate me not only that my room is in a depression state I have no one to turn to and I’m just tired like utterly exhausted i want to feel motivated to do the things I want but I can’t it’s so miserable being here being alive and not doing anything and even when I say I’m resting it feels like it’s just more stress idk just wanted to vent
Hi im so sorry to hear that youre feeling this way. It sounds like youre going through a really tough time right now.
Do you want words of comfort or do you want a solution to your situation? (｡•︿•｡)
i m the same. i m so tired, i always want to sleep. I m looking for weekends to sleep as much as i can. And most of the time i ll sleep much at the weekend. But just one Monday brings my physical condition down again, and again i wait for the weekend that will not change my life anyway, it s just a temporary relief.
there is a masterpiece manga by my fav author that helps me when i m at my lowest , read it :
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bakeneko_katatte_sourou/
My friend, you have yet to learn the joys of what I call "post depression ". It's not getting over your depression, it's being depressed for so long that you're used to it. It's not feeling suicidal, but it's the feeling of being fine if you die right then and there. It's not that you can break out in tears at any moment, it's that you're too mentally drained to feel anything. It's the realization that realistically, most things in life don't matter, so just do the few things in life that do matter because you're too drained to care about anything else. It's not actively sobbing, but staring at your ceiling for hours listening to Nirvana or other close but not quite depressing bands. If you get to this point: congrats! You now are numb!
(either that or take anti depressents and go from there)
Sounds exhausting and relatable for lots of us. I would suggest letting your GP know because they can offer some sound strategies after assessing you. It’s a start, and I am sure you know that it sounds like you are in a depressed state and would benefit from some real, practical support, but it could also be vitamin deficiencies or poor quality sleep. Maybe a combination. I hope you find what works for you