I was hidding in the restroom, everybody were calling me "homo", laughing and throwing things at me when I opened the door they really looked like they were having fun doing this.
It ACTUALLY scared the shit out of me!
'cause I've never been bullied in my entire school life.. reply
I'm 18yo btw and... I have been confused abt my sexuality for past few months. I'm pretty sure I'm straight. I mean i have always liked boys till now but not to the point of dating them. Umm... is it normal if u think ur friend is actually like hot and u wouldnt mind kissing her or anything and like its like u can be fine havng sex with her? Also, I've realized when i was in all girls middle school i was kinda curious abt this girl cus she looked a little boyish. 1 of my frnd caught me staring at her and teased me abt liking her, it scared so much that I just started repeating- she's a girl... she's a girl in my head lol.( I didnt know abt gay/lesbians). But now i have realized that i wouldnt mind dating them?
but like in the past i was crushing really hard on this guy almost like for 2 yrs (didn't feel like that towards a girl)
Is it cus i've read too many yaoi/yuri? (which i just started reading for the past 9-10 months) idk I am also not grossed out by lesbian porn or anthing but not sexually aroused either same w/ str8 porn. Is this bcus of my hatred towards men? (idk if its make sense but yeah). But like.. I have fantasized about having sex with both genders. I also took up a quiz it said I am fluid hetero? So am I like st8 but can also like girls now?
did listen to a song on repeat
