Can someone recommend me stories??? Like about relationships (friends/family/lover). Umm how to say this, maybe a plot or an mc with a similar mind like this made-up scene: in the end, mc kills him/herself out of pure malice, so the people would feel guilty and leave a trace in their hearts. Or so they become miserable.
Or maybe, the family of mc is being biased but is unaware of it. Then mc leaves them and cuts them off, feeling numb or just without any opinions abt what she did. Then family slowly realizes how her lost of presence affected them/their dynamics. Meanwhile, mc's siblings who are oh so ignorant or oh so great or oh so neglectful, try to chase him/her.
Like the as the story progresses, we will see what they did wrong to mc, and how his/her reaction also slowly changes and become unlike him/her.
I want the feeling of the plot to be so stiffling to the point that I'll faint of anger, but would then feed us a sweet scene, like few moments the ppl do reflect or apologize or change...but ofc that change doesn't erase mc's feelings and maybe they instead get angrier... Like, "now u change? What about me?"
Yeah i need relatable toxic relationships (mostly abt family)... Ya know just so I could see others are somewhat the same as me sometimes, even if it's fiction. B-)
There's just a sort of satisfaction when I read similar plots lol LEZZGO????
Sorry this was too long~ i wanted to give more details heh.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/blue_lust/
not exactly as how you describe. but this is from the POV of someone who feels guilty after someone committed suicide..or something like that. and how it affects them. it's a very good read. (=・ω・=) it's BL btw.
ANYONE HAVE THE RAWS????
Nvm i found it. Twas hot
https://manhwa-raw.com/manga/man-with-ghosts-raw/chapter-8/