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Well the gang rape is coming and I know that based on the raws but what I don't understand is if "Father" is obsessed with doctor then why he lets Crack and his shitty friends rape him? Or is that MJ that he's obsessed with and tries getting his attention by hurting who he loves the most? He was one of doctor's previous patients, but why the hell would he put himself at risk of getting recognized by going to doctor? Or is there even a FATHER to begin with? Is MJ the father himself or is the father an imaginary person he's been seeing since childhood because he wanted to blame all his wrong actions on someone? Otherwise why would another faceless child tell you to burn a forest? I think Crack knows that there is not actually a father and is just using MJ's mental issues against him