Wow this shit hurts so much. Letting go of someone you love is hard as fuck no matter what. Yahwi made the best decision though, I finally saw a great character development. You can't always fix the damage you have done and you can't force people to stay and love you like they used to after hurting them. I just hope the ending is not typical yaoi bullshit. As much as I reallllly want them together, they are toxic for each other and if I was in either character's shoes I wouldn't have given the relationship another try. And Jooin NEEDS therapy and I hope author doesn't make Cain take that role because he doesn't deserve dealing with someone else's emotional and mental damage