So, I want to go over some reasons people mention when they try to take Mafuyu down.
*Mafuyu is responsible for Yuki’s death.
Well, No! That’s wrong. As someone who was suicidal in the past, you should have reached the real dead end to want to take away your life. You should have a great reason, you should be really tired and pressured to commit suicide. It’s not like someone tells you “die” you say “ok”. Same goes for Yuki. He wasn’t fine, he was already dealing with stuff, it can be anything, but his reason for killing himself wasn’t that fight, and I think that’s what the author is trying to portrait, that even though Mafuyu’s words weren’t the cause of Yuki’s suicide, but Mafuyu himself can’t get over the thought that he IS responsible for that incident. I’m not saying their argument wasn’t a push for Yuki but I’m saying Yuki was already there, he needed help and he didn’t get the proper help he needed. (Same goes for Ugestu, he really does need help!) I get Mafuyu blaming himself cuz at the end he lost a loved one, but for readers who are looking from outside, blaming him is just unreasonable.
*Mafuyu is using Uenoyama as a replacement.
No! Mafuyu is hurt, he’s broken, and he needs help to recover, and that help is coming from Uenoyama. Of course, he still thinks about Yuki, some of Uenoyama’s behaviors and actions remind him of Yuki, but that doesn’t mean he’s using him as yuki’s replacement! Mafuyu needs to move on, you don’t want him to cry forever or kill himself, too, right? This is life, we lose loved ones and if we don’t move on, we can’t live. I don’t mean forget people who pass away, no, but learn to live with reality and try to find happiness in other ways or with someone else.
*Mafuyu was not loyal to yuki.
You can’t wear black forever, there needs to be an end. Mafuyu was drowned in sadness, negative feelings, guilt, etc. He moved on not because he wasn’t loyal to Yuki but because as a human that’s what he needs. We all experience losses, family members, friends, bfs/gfs,… what do we do? Cry for a while, wear black, deal with depression, but don’t we also try to move on at some point? We do, we should.
Don’t get me wrong, I love Yuki. He was selfish for taking away his life and leaving everyone else in misery, but who am I to judge when I was in the same boat as him? He was a human and he was tired, and everyone has different limits. I love him and I adore him, but he’s gone, and everyone needs to understand this. If you see the same situation irl, don’t blame people like Mafuyu, don’t judge them, don’t break them more, if you can’t understand them just don’t give any comments. The story is showing slow development, it shows that people can’t move on quickly, but it takes a long time, just like Mafuyu and Uenoyama’s relationship. Mafuyu is opening to him slowly and Uenoyama is also understanding him more, slowly. So, try to love all characters instead of spreading hate.
(づ￣ ³￣)づ
This I agree Thank you!
You shouldn’t be stuck in past forever and you should heal and I think Mafuyu x Uenoyama complete each other in some ways.
I usually like sticking to the main characters even if they make mistakes or are sorta shitty but Hwan is just a NO to me. For the recent chapter, it's not rape because they're BOTH drunk, so consent can barely exist even if it does, it usually doesn't have any meanings bcz of alcohol. However, what Hwan had done in chapter 9 and 10 is something we call RAPE. People barely pointed out during that time though, Idk maybe most of you think rape only refers to shoving it in the hole :/
Anyways, I'll drop the link so u guyz can calm down a bit ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Ya know I should stop pressing random links
i actually disagree with only one point, that this latest chapter wasn't rape. it 100% was rape lol. hwan was in a position of power and they both cannot properly consent since they r both under the influence i 100% agree with BUT! hwan still was less under the influence and enacted this and actually held down chinwoo. I do consider this rape, if chinwoo was less drunk and had gotten on top of hwan or something of the sort then chinwoo would've raped hwan respectively. but i 100% agree on all of ur other points <3
Jeez...I'm being nice so just kiss me and say merci (▰˘◡˘▰)
Bet
ummm so you can't really say how alcohol affect someone...His cheeks are red and he's drunk, yes not as drunk as Chinwoo but still drunk...an example, a bottle of sujo makes me kinda drunk but my best friend just passes out...however, I still do stupid stuff. Idk if that makes sense...both are under the effect of alcohol, one more, other less, but still both are drunk. If you take this to court for instance, it won't be considered as rape either. That's just my opinion though, but the fact that Hwan is shit is undeniable and I would never defend him...I'm just looking at the overall situation (●'◡'●)ﾉ
so mean ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
the court also dismisses so many rape cases because of little stuff like that even tho they are ACTUAL VICTIMS/SURVIVORS and yeah we definitely agree that hwan has previously raped him and yes alcohol affects ppl differently, chinwoo kissed hwan which was yk just a kiss but hwan at the end of the day did get on top of chinwoo and held him down lol. im aware of the affects of alcohol I just think it's honestly valid to consider that rape. they both properly couldn't consent in this situation but I think hwan was still in the highest position of power.
But if that’s the case. That’s like saying a drunk women can’t rape a drunk man. Their both not in the right mine which means neither can consent. If anything they both could think this a wet dream
well emotionally looking at the situation you would say yes it's rape...but logically not really. I'm a girl myself so I can understand better than anyone else how important this whole thing is but again alcohol is what we are talking about, even if he was like yeah do me, it still meant NOTHING. Hwan was already attracted to him, and he was also drunk -again not as Chiwoo but still was drunk- so no matter what, it won't be considered rape. Of course I feel bad for Chiwoo that his first time was so shitty with someone shittier, but that's just the fact and reality. He was a rape victim in the beginning of story but not in the latest chapter. Again, that's just what I believe, and I could be wrong (づ￣ ³￣)づ
that's actually the complete opposite of what I said. i even brought up if chinwoo had actively held hwan downn/got on top of him it DOESNT MATTER idk u would see that if u read my message lol but that would be rape bc chinwoo was in the position of power. but in this case hwan is. i still agree niether can consent but it is still rape lol bc hwan is in the position of power
Right? There can't be any consent, even if there is, it's meaningless, they're both outa their minds, maybe one less one more but still are considered drunk, they might even think it's a dream and continue
It’s a weird gray area cause by definition their both in the wrong. It’s doesn’t count but it also does. I’ve seen the raws. I can’t speak Korean, but something happens. I’m the next chapter. Hwan is most definitely shady though.
at the end of the day by chinwoo drunkinly kissing hwan he wasn't ASKING FOR SEX LOL chinwoo is not in the wrong here, hwan literally began to make out and let me add WITH NO PREPERATION just started fucking him??? like idk I appreciate u being rlly respectful abt this and ur opinion is valid but also it just doesn't make logical sense how this isn't rape. it's obvious in the beginning of the episode hwan has more drinking experiences and he's a MASTER manipulator. he also in the future sexually assaulted chinwoo between the chapters 9-11 like I mentioned so I know for a fact this IS rape. by chinwoo kissing hwan, he isn't asking for sex. chinwoo is therefor, not in the wrong, but the fact that yes physical stuff has to be taken into account where hwan was able to actually hold down chinwoo, it's actually drawn lol, it's rape.
I can respect your side cause what you saying it’s not wrong, cause also as a girl I understand that rape is a huge issue.
Ugh it reminds me of my ex. Whenever I wanted to have a moment of fucking peace in bathroom he was shoving notes from under the door mf ╥﹏╥
Bro... I dont know how lucky u are
I dont have anyone
Creepy.
I've already broken up sis so we're both single (⊙…⊙ )
I swear yeah (⊙…⊙ )
Bruh U are lucky... I would kill to have someone be that obsessed with me
For God sake why would you like to read love notes when you're pooping that's distracting and will lead to constipation ┗( T﹏T )┛
You can ask Yoonbum- (●'◡'●)ﾉ
People blaming the uke are a little unreasonable
The uke could have used that time he spent teaching the seme to study himself and probably ranking better ╥﹏╥
The seme knew how important the scholarship was to uke, so he could choose another way to get close to him
It's not like he wants to win the scholarship because he's dying to be in the first place but it's because he doesn't have any other option, he doesn't have money to continue school otherwise
they both act immature , but I get how the uke feels, poor thing（￣へ￣）
I went over the raws until chapter 56 and the uke stayed the hoe he was since the beginning. If you can't stand being away from ur lover for a while and wait for them just don't get into a relationship and have your one night stands instead! The boss is also sus and I think somehow related to Honam's fiance! (╬￣皿￣)凸
Where did u read the raws??
Yeah I really cannot believe him and the seme really loves him but the uke is to dumb to realised I really hope the seme gets a good ending
yeah just too dumb （￣へ￣）I hope he moves on and finds someone who deserves his cuteness (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Ok so I'm not getting something. Those who are killing themselves here screaming you should support the author, that's morally wrong and blah blah blah... then what in the actual hell are you doing here? How do you even know this website? I get the fact that the author is making a living though this, you're a good person go support them, and let me deal with my morals and go to hell. If all of you who are shouting here to purchase the chapters, actually go and pay for them, I'm sure it's enough to make the author a comfortable life. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
If someone tries to compare me with others while having his dick in me, I'm seriously going to cut it for him, shove it in his mouth and force him to chew and swallow it mf (╬￣皿￣)凸
Ahhhahaha tell them bro, tell them!!!
You spoke from my heart!
for real ╮(￣▽￣)╭