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You all perhaps know this thrilled manga that called "Nii-chan" by Harada right? So please recommend me something like that but not with "the so you know scene" maybe like some with adult. So please do share some of your nightmares~ thankies.
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Currently this manga is my nightmare even worst than niichan harada--
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kegare_no_nai_hito/
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https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gesshoku_kitan/
maybe you'll like this.
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I mean i did read the 10 years where i love u the most but they didn't hit me hard and december rain too they didn't do much. So i really need to find something that can bawled my eyes! So GIVE ME YOUR SADDEST SHIT!
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Well, two danmei novels made me cry heaps:
Online Dating Boyfriend Is Actually An Alien (because of long separations and terminal illness, which made me miss my recently passed away brother *ugly sobs*) https://www.novelupdates.com/series/online-dating-boyfriend-is-actually-an-alien/ it's not completely translated so I used MTL with the raws
Transmigrated as the Cannon Fodder Abandoned by the Movie Star
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/transmigrated-as-the-cannon-fodder-abandoned-by-the-movie-star/
which is a triggering danmei about someone with suicidal ideation and a very realistic depiction of mental illness, you want to either stab the scum ML or send some knives to the sadistic author
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And if you read Western BL, the two most tragic and tear-jerking emo reads I can think of atm are:
The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller - retelling of Greek tragedy that rips your heart into smithereens, death of major character https://www.pdfdrive.com/the-song-of-achilles-a-novel-e196985601.html
The Persian Boy by Mary Renault - historical romance about Alexander the Great and his Persian catamite which really kicks you in the gut since ML has two wives and death of major character https://www.pdfdrive.com/the-persian-boy-e198162574.html
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aww sorry I got carried away with my novel recs! but some tragic emo BL manga/webtoons are:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/saha_lee_uin/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hana_no_miyako_de/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lonely_to_organdy/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zankoku_na_kami_ga_shihai_suru/ (this one has abuse)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_6/ (has anime adaptation)
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https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/290491/ This is a good unrequited love list XD. He always makes quality BL lists! But he doesn't read tragedy.
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Please recommend me something that similar with this manhwa.
h https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_dead_crow_s_stare/
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Maybe one of these?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/black_mirror/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/madk/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/heartless/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/moritat/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_beast_must_die/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/
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Here you go
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dreadful_night/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/global_examination/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/black_mirror/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/radio_storm/
If you are into novels I can recommend really good ones
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It's about an bl manga the stories about the uke will write everything about the seme because the seme has some kind of power to make anyone who kiss him forgetting him so the uke write everything about the seme so when he kissed the seme he still can remember about the seme, so anyone know?
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It's this manga -
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ai_wo_kurau_kedamono/
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I want to find a yaoi which that the seme was going to married to a girl but then he spotted a guy which is his uke and then they make a deal that if he married him he will pay him but they both actually a stanger the uke was a delivery guy i think.. and the seme is a rich human being. Please help me find it
I need and desperate for yaoi threesome. If you winder hw desperate i am then the answer is really DESPERATE. So i beg, help me and give me some good threesome.
Can angels do this
Bed for three
Dead raven's gaze
Docchi to Kiss suru
From Points of Three
High Key x Low Key
Netorare Triangle
One-Way Romance
Our Adorable Asahi
Private Lessons
Salty and Sweet
Strawberry no Yuuutsu
There's No Way This Is Fate
Turn Off the Camera!
the way in which I was scouring for all the ones I've read, so I could try to help:
Satou-kun ni wa Kanawanai (Sachimo)
Docchi ni Suru?
Yarisugi Party Night
Paripi -Party ☆ People-
Immoral Sandwich
Chika-chan to!
I'm also always ont eh hunt for a good 3p where they all love or at least have sex with each other and its not some love triangle 3p i hate those cause they aren't 3p really
I also have a 3p list so feel free to take a look at the list on my account (●'◡'●)ノ
I love you. Seriously i love you
Then i wouldn't be shy to take a look!!