i really hate tropes where the og fl who's so perfect and constantly a victim is actually the btch of the story. it just brings war flashbacks of highschool put her in her place killian
to novel readers, whos the owner of the monac union???
i mean its fine to appreciate a story thats as fcked up as this cause i like it too but come on guys dont glorify the bare minimum taeju doesnt get a star for being a decent person that doesnt mxlest someone whos sleeping
the way i almost strangled him. all that remorse couldve been for nothing
ok so basically (within the 10 chap interval) back when jin left the orphanage he had promised to go back for matthew but his employer or whoever that "man" was kept drugging him so he'd have no weakness when he faces their competitors. this drug caused him to forget his memories which is why he doesnt remember matthew.
fast forward to after the incident matthew gets drugged by the same medication used on jin, by the same "man". thats why he thinks hes in some dream/hallucination. matthew also ends up being put in the same room with a woman who seduces him, and he almost does it w/ her thinking she's jin but he pushes her away last minute. jin on the other hand is starting to get his memories of matthew back because he hasnt taken the drugs so frequently.
ive never felt this much butterflies for a BL before wtaf
if i got the raws right i think rahman fxxked around as a way to cope w/ all the people trying to assassinate him. in the chapters, the people he gets w/ dont have their faces shown/the author doesnt draw their faces since theyre not significant characters and ig it means rahman doesnt see seggs w/ multiple people as something you take to heart cause again its a form of distraction for him.
on yesing's case tho, hes very affectionate and doesnt understand why yesing wont do it w/ him, as someone who engages alot in it and knows how good it feels, he probs wants yesing to feel good w/ him. he has no regard for the complexities that come w/ an intimate relationship, as shown when he tells kenny to just go for lou since they're both adults w/ mutual feelings anyway. however he does have feelings for yesing (idk to what extent) but somehow he doesnt understand that playing around w/ different people and wanting to monopolize someone like yesing (a bad ass b who knows his worth) doesnt match up.
im not sure if he wants a relationship w/ yesing or if he's just intrigued w/ the thought of touching and doing stuff w/ him.
anw MAJOR SPOILERS !!! rahman actually rxped yesing before (idk how long ago but yesing's hair was short and at his shoulders). he was drunk and maybe didnt realize the guy he was banging wasnt one of his hoes. im not sure but the rxpe scene takes a long time like hours maybe, which exhausts yesing out. then kenny barges into the room and beats the crap out of rahman to save yesing who was tied up to the bed. yesing's also the reason for rahman's scar at the side of his chin because he was trying to get away from him.
i read up to chap 83 which is when yesing gets drunk and does it w/ rahman, who wasnt drunk at all. midway rahman remembers rxping yesing and yesing starts sobering up and it kinda becomes consensual(?). the site for the raws is still up. it has alot of 18+ ads and redirects you unless you use an ad blocker. the recent chap is 85 but they wont load for me.
anw my overall conclusion is wtaf fxxk rahman
honestly the entire plot is still very much top-notch despite reaching the 125th chapter. im glad i was able to follow through since the uploads started
if u want to read a shoujo with an artstyle that makes all the male characters hot then this is the perfect story for you. but if you want some decent plot might wanna step back a bit. starting from ibuki's situation, everything has gone into a major downfall in terms of creativity and sense. ibuki is so wreckless and unreasonable. 3 years???? you ran away for 3 years cause you THINK ur girlfriend is in love w ur brother?? gtfo imagine being an avid reader and waiting/paying monthly for a chapter only to get ridiculous scenarios that unnecessarily drag the entire storyline. its such a waste honestly
i didnt read the tag i found this in a"smxt for girls" list wtaf
im pretty sure ines planned this. and if im not mistaken it's one if not the last time she attempts to get rid of carcel until she finally accepts his and her own feelings. then sht hits the fan omfg i cant wait
chap 18: whats my name?
me: pfft ofcourse its-- WTF what IS her name?? literally didnt even cross my mind until she mentioned it lmfao
my ML radar is never wrong so low and behold Josh is the ML. i dont get y they always have to get a prince to like the MC. thankfully Lili doesn't end up with him
admittedly i dont really have any works from this author that i particularly like. just that the art is good. but this story really hooked me in and im just disappointed how its turning out. theyre just dragging everything and its not even entertaining anymore
damn... reading the spoilers from the novel its just roses and champagne all over again. i mean if the art style wasnt great this would just be another one of those mafia BLs w/ no originality for angst at all. kinda disappointed cause of all the tiktok hype but then again the people on tiktok who read BL are whack in their own way
did FoxSan say they were gonna stop uploading? i couldnt understand chap 10 and its a diff uploader
the first bl in a while that didnt make my attention span go haywire i need more