
why have i loved choi joowon since the start, in between, and to the end? because regardless of his actions, his intentions were ALWAYS genuine.
he fell in love with his step brother. normally you'd discipline your feelings right? but he was a kid (immature and naive) so to protect haesoo (being gay is taboo bullshit) he chooses to act like the bad guy and offer the "no strings attached" protocol. but imagine all the restraint and frustration he had to go through because of that decision he made. he loves his step brother but he's also "sorry for loving" him because society and his parents would clearly intervene. at the same time, he also couldn't suppress his true feelings and so he ravishes haesoo's body with a pretence of a casual physical relationship in order to not only secure haesoo's societal image but to also rebel with his emotions.
"i love him but i won't tell him. but that doesn't mean i won't show him"
in the end, joowon's only ever thought of haesoo both romantically and generally. haesoo's mom was a bitch we gotta be honest. she abandoned her son for being gay and also, not once, supported his dream of becoming a writer. but who's the only person who valued haesoo as whole? the only person who supported haesoo's goals in life and never once judged him for his choices? JOO FUKCING WON.
i aint talking about romance anymore people. i'm talking about a relationship that offers supports and genuine backbone.
joowon was more of a family to haesoo than his mom ever was. LET THAT FUCKING SINK IN

Omg wait did I thumbs down? Also, yes! You explained Joowon's love very well! The "i love him but i won't tell him. but that doesn't mean i won't show him." Lit rally summarizes Joowon's feelings to Haesoo the whole time. I mean, I admit that his ways were too much, but he was always genuine and the only person who valued Haesoo as a person from the start and supported him no matter what. His first priority was always Haesoo and that was clearly emphasized in the last chapter. He truly loved him. So all of you shut up and bring the cake and flowers and play the wedding song
FINALLY the humor in the story is back. also i feel like hen's gonna gain some brownie points from ivan's grandaddy
Hold on hold on, what brownie points (⊙…⊙ )
OMG NO LMAO i meant like he's gonna help grandaddy out and grandaddy's gonna approve of him for ivan
Oh nice lmao what a misunderstanding ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭