I actually feel the need to get this out of my chest, 'cause it's something that's been on my mind but I don't have the courage to tell anyone... Growing up, even though I dreamed of falling in love, I was so socially awkward that I ended up isolating myself. I was also going through family issues and was a bit overwheight so I had trust issues and......
Because I'm a very guarded person, I tend to stay within my comfort zone. And my comfort zone usually means reading books, watching anime and other things that typically requires less interaction with people. And I also have trust issues due to a bad past in my childhood which makes it harder for me to open up and taking it easy especially when it ......
i'm lowkey terrified of intimacy! i've had social anxiety since middle school and the thought of being open emotionally and sexually w someone else scares the shit out of me
Why are you a virgin?