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about have sex
haven't had any for a while and lately I keep on having sex in my dreams. MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING. But I can't do empty sex, sorry body and brain. Don't rush me Σ(っ°Д °;)っ I'll read yaoi instead for now TT__TT pls forgive me and let my dreams be about something else for a change ~   1 reply
19 03,2017
I read every single thing Setona Mizushiro had written/drawn, one of them being Kyuuso Wa Cheese No Yume O Miru. Set up my standards pretty high from the beginning if you ask me. A few months after that I started descending into this rotten world ~ lol ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭   5 reply
21 03,2016

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I think u mean romanticized or fetishized rape stories which I get, indeed there's a lot of weirdly misogynistic and very rapey hentai-vibes manga on the front page these days. Which yeah as someone else said is clickbaity and usually they kinda have like the quality that idk watching a car accident unfold has where there's horror in front of u but......   3 reply
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Cleopatra 26 01,2025
Lately I like making a monte christo sandwich It's a toasted sandwich but you dip the bread in battered egg (u can add some cream or milk in there but not necessary) before cooking it in a pan for a minute on each side (preferably u press down on it a bit while it cooks). Normally it's supposed to have just ham and cheese (u can also add shredded ......   reply
26 01,2025
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I'll pretend this is sincere from some young and ignorant teen and answer sincerely. Women get for the most part socialized differently than men. The issue with straight men who are friends initially then end up confessing is usually that they have trouble seeing a woman as not sexualized or as a potential romantic interest, therefore they end up s......   reply
23 10,2024
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I originally studied fashion design but dropped out after a year and ended up getting a BA in Fine Arts. I'm now doing an MA in Comparative Literature but that's because I like critical theory a lot. I also started a film festival that ended up being a kinda stable gig, though it doesn't make me money much. I would like to have in the future an ac......   1 reply
10 09,2024
cause bitches be shady is why. well. that or someone forgot to turn them back on after The Great Silence, which is what I have decided to call the 2+ years we didnt have comments just now lol - or maybe it's to not egg on the trolls? idk   1 reply
02 06,2024

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So, I've been watching the Solo Leveling anime adaptation and somehow even though the animation is fun and the battles are cool it feels so... vapid and irritating to me, and honestly kinda worrying about what this says about the future of shounen anime?

Like, these power fantasy protagonists are so shallow and irritating. It's like someone took Alucard from Hellsing and decided to only adapt the part of him that's OP but then made anything else about him bland a f. It feels like a freaking elementary school kid fantasizing about beating up his bullies wrote this. His motivations are extremely vapid, he's basically like "I gotta get this Cure All pill for my mom who's in a comma! Oh, who's my mom? You don't need to care about her like... at all. No need for her to have a single scene, or anything to make anyone watching give a fuck about this person supposedly moving the plot forward! She's just a thin excuse of a goal cause otherwise I have no excuse running around killing shit and people!"

And he's such an unimaginative men's fantasy too. The hottest girl randomly likes him already from meeting him because he is special (in this case, because he doesn't smell), he doesn't have to learn to collaborate and have teamwork since his whole thing is that he's so strong as an individual anyone else is by contrast a flea. Like literally the whole fantasy he is fullfilling is that he is some ultimate hyperindividual in need of no one.. how is this interesting storytelling?

If you compare the story to something like Dungeon Meshi for example, I can't even name one character here who has an interesting personality or character design, they are all bland, and everyone is just there to gawk and remark on how amazing the protagonist is by contrast.

And then of course his father who was missing for 10 years didn't just say he went to buy milk and walked out on them, HE'S ACTUALLY A SUPER DUPER WOW POWERFUL DUDE AND LIKE- YOUR DADS HAVE NOTHING ON MY DAD OK!

Like it's so vapid and superficial and the cool moments make me feel so... empty. I mean the first couple episodes in that freaky secret dungeon were cool, even the first time he killed that team that tried to murder him and that rich kid I was kind of invested, but by now the show is just a repetition of him "completely by chance" lucking into crazy scenarios, revealing himself as crazy op and everyone clapping and thanking him for being so powerful compared to how useless they were and of course commenting constantly on what a special boy he is. Like... whoever wrote this or loves this story needs therapy for real.

Did the writer get publicly humiliated for having a small dck or something and he has like... crazy intense fantasies where he needs to be told he's done a good job over and over again or what??

It also worries me because if this is what's being produced and is popular right now over, idk shows that have *some* cool and powerful battles and power fantasy *elements!* maybe, but focus on character development, relationships, world-building, IDK, ANYTHING NOT SUPERFICIAL OR ABOUT SOOTHING SOMEONE'S FRAGILE EGO, then this is basically the evolution of the isekai problem and where it's heading towards! Or to be more precise, I am afraid we're gonna keep seeing shows about people being these weird, neoliberal hyperindividual miracle protagonists, who "don't need anyone" and everyone just admires them for how special they are, where the rest of the people don't even feel real but more like "things" the protagonists earn, and nothing with emotional depth happens. It's depressing honestly...
21 days
I mean first of all, those ppl are leeches. They barely pay the artists anything decent yet they charge the highest fees when it comes to webcomics.

I have a monthly subscription there to support the authors I enjoy but honestly half the time I'm not even sure it's worth it.

Everything about their system is wrong. They randomly remove titles from their database without notifying. The website design for reading is real impractical but THEY DONT HAVE A WAY OF RECEIVING FEEDBACK SO IT STAYS DUMB. Like button for buying the next chapter often overlaps with the notification about how if you keep scrolling you'll be redirected to the next chapter MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GO TO THE NEXT CHAPTER UNLESS U MANEUVER AROUND THE TWO BUTTONS LIKE A MORON.

And they only allow you to buy all chapters or the one next (unlike other places like tappytoons which allow u to get bundles like the next 3 or the next 10) and OMG THEIR GIFT SYSTEM IS SO BAD IT'S KIND OF CRAZY.

Like, if you are a "VIP" which is the monthly subscription thing you get a notification that u got an x amount of coins for a title, then u get hours later an EXTRA notification for extra coins, and often the special offer stuff overlap with a bunch of others, so your bonus coins page is like a fucking minefield where you need to keep on guessing what you have and carefully go through everything and note it down so u dont get confused how much of which title u actually have a discount on. Meanwhile all your bonus coins show up altogether as if they are a unified sum WHEN THEY ARE DEFINITELY NOT. AND ALL THESE THINGS ARE DEFINITELY BY DESIGN BECAUSE THEY ENCOURAGE SLIPPING UP AND MAKING YOU SPEND MORE. I HATE IT.

And omg THE TRANSLATIONS HAVE FUCKING GRAMMAR AND SPELLING ERRORS, MEANING THEY DONT ACTUALLY HAVE ENOUGH PPL DOING TRANSLATING AND CLEANING SO WHO T F EVEN ARE THEY PAYING ALL THIS MONEY FOR. Like if the volunteer fans doing scanlations are better at the job than the freaking legally licenced works you have a problem.

And of course they dont have a system for you to report those mistakes or a forum for ppl to discuss anything and the feedback system they just NEVER respond to. Lately also ALL OF THE ABOVE KEEPS ON GETTING WORSE.

AAAAAA I HATE THEM I WANNA STOP USING LEZHIN SO BAD THEIR TITLES HAVE EVEN GOTTER PROGRESSIVELY SHITTIER - I hope they dont eventually end up having the crap Manta has cause Ill throw hands.. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
10 06,2024
I don't mean tropes or like problematic stuff, more like common details that just get to you.

Mine is definitely when characters leave food unfinished or throw away food. Omg it gets to me so bad it's ridiculous hahaha
Like, you just ordered that coffee FUCKIN DRINK IT BEFORE YOU LEAVE THE CAFE ARE YOU RICH OR SOMETHING TO BE ORDERING THINGS FOR NO REASON OR WHAT

I was re-reading Love Tractor cause it's on sale on lezhin and the mc dumped a bunch of nice food in the sink cause he got upset by a phonecall and I think I popped a vein lol JUST PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE AND EAT IT LATER THESE VEGGIES DIDN'T DIE FOR U TO PLUNGE THEM OUT OF YOUR SINK WHEN IT CLOGS UP IN A MONTH (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
09 04,2024
about polyamory
Cleopatra 01 05,2019
Anyone else non monogamous here??
What's your opinion on polyamory?
Do you support kitchen table polyamory or do you also think that having separate partners who never meet and you have different priorities for also counts? (parallel polyamory)
What about open relationships?

To anyone monogamous, what's your image of polyamory, or would you ever consider it?

I don't identify as polyamorous but I'm no stickler for labels. I just say I'm not monogamous. I don't have superficial relationships either, I just have multiple ones at the same time, sometimes long term sometimes short term. Sometimes they know each other sometimes they never meet. I just look at how I'm attracted to people and what I want to give to them individually, if that makes sense. I feel that love is a spectrum.


How do you guys feel about jealousy?
I've been thinking about that emotion lately. Not in the sense that I'm jealous often, just that I find the types of situations that make me jealous interesting, and how it usually has to do with me than the other person.

Like, if I'm jealous, it's not because I hate looking at someone I love being with someone else or them talking about someone else they love, but under particular circumstances if we don't have good communication I get insecure that they might leave me for the other person, and that's what triggers my jealousy.
I just have these thoughts: "what if they prefer them over me?" and then, when I realize they choose to be with me because they want to, and that person is a completely different person from me so what I'm thinking doesn't make sense, my jealousy goes away!

But Idk, it's very interesting, whenever I feel jealous. I've been having these jealous moments lately.


Just things I've been thinking about lately that I wanted to share and hear how others feel about them. Any thoughts?
01 05,2019