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at first I wasn't sure if I should add this here because the context is super fucked up and the rapey shit is part of the overal fuckedupness of what happens when someone's psyche is pushed to the limits, but I think the rapey shit still gets downplayed quite a bit, like the uke barely reacts to it as something abusive or traumatic (tho I guess his brain is already fried idk but even so girl that's gonna be part of ur PTSD counceling later on ull remember me then y u acting all cute TT____TT)