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I really like this story because it really shows something most bl smut don't talk about. You don't need some big sex trauma to be afraid of sex, many people are insecure about what they are like during sex, what their bodies look like, what kinda faces or sounds they make, their rhythm or their stamina or how well they can understand their partner's body cues. Most ppl end up having a bunch of shitty sex till they get to enjoying it, some never learn to like it much either.
In yaoi it's like everyone's a virgin who has the sexual talents of some highly experienced person, they're a bunch of medical mysteries lol. It's fine cause it's fantasy ofc, but sometimes having a more honest story like this is so refreshing! Also there is something so attractive about having affirming sex with someone more experienced who teaches you the ropes and praises you when you do well ~ I feel like this mangaka actually gets what makes sex fun, her smut scenes are always so meticulous and detailed!