beta
He has always loved him, the reason he accepted to sleep with him so he wouldnt sleep around. He only wants him, even when he is so messed up now.
Do you think he can push away the one guy he has always loved who also wants him?
To me the fact he wants to sleep with him feels like and excuse to just be smth to him, to matter more than someone else
They are just friends with benefits at most tho, no honesty from both sides. But its like they know, its not just that. They know there is a reason why both put up with eachothers bullshit.