
It was doomed to be going this way, the hurt they carry is too big, even bigger than their love.
But they broke my heart so bad, they are so miserable
If you think about it, he was just following the prince’s orders, he was literally just a tool :( if one deserves the hate, its the prince.
But Yeonjo cant see that, his heart and eyes only see his family dying ;-; he is hunted by their memory. And the one who did that, its the person he loves.
The agony he must feel ;-; i understand he cant accept that. He wont show that.
But like i know he hurts for how they how they are now.
I wonder what will make him realize and move on from his memories. I wonder if he will have to lose him to see what he feels and what truly matters? He was living to die but i truly wonder if its still true
After he started loving him, his despair was cause he was faltering in his resolve :( and even bigger it was after he did it.

Haruki cares a lot for Shirayuki, i feel like he tends to care less for his feelings. He will put his energy into anything and everything, but his own needs and feelings. I feel like he deliberately ignores him, he is literally “the avoidant”. Its easier for him to put himself second. Thats his biggest flaw.
Shirayuki knows Haruki is naive like that, so he doesnt judge him for that lol . But like he is improving a little.
He is dumb tho hehe
For Haruki to admitt his feelings or that he cares, means he will have to think he deserves Shirayuki
I feel deep down he is scared to accept that.
Afterall Shirayuki has been the only constant in his life so far ,despite his family
You know what that means? That he loves him.
And how do you all miss the fact that Shinjae is hella jealous and he has always been, he just acts nonchalant, until he cant take it.
And he jealous cause he thinks he isnt enough for him, its all too soon for them to act like all that traumatic shit didnt happen? Like bfr yall
you saved me so much time on making paragraphs to explain to people with your replies. You're such an angel i might just drag you away
Please ;-; im so embarassed, but i cant help it ,like how are my babies so misunderstood and their love so unwanted?????!!!!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Also thanks hehe ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Preach!!