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Let it be it was a mistake and it was someone elses brain ct

….that is his true form, the adult with red hair. And he is obsessed with Metatron
( Metatron at first had this goal to make him fall in love with him)

How is he mad at him when he made him feel like a whore and scared him so much he run away ?!!!! The fact he never even said a sweet word to him? He is a dog.
How dare he shame him when Hawon is raped and abused ?!!!! He had to “see that shit”? Poor him
Why is he lying that he doesnt want him anymore when he even forgets about wikileaks at times???
He is the pitiful one, he couldnt protect Hawon at all
He was the one to push him to that monster and he is the one tormenting him

Yeah he will kill him…..with love

Knowing both their backstories makes this really sad…..trauma and abuse pushes people to their limits.
They both want to control or hurt eachother!!!! I hate how he lets everyone hurt him, never talks back, accepts help from a friend to live with him.
But he denies the one he “loves”. Its like he cant be happy. He doesnt accept his help. He feels inferior when its him.

I dont know what to believe, it seems he was waiting for him ,but he hates him too? Did he want to be the one to have the upper hand? Or he just is scared of him? Is it just that? Who was killed? Is he sure it was him who did it ? Why would u say to someone you love that they make you unhappy ,but someone else a friend…does?


The truth is he was never comfortable. He lives with guilt and inferiority.



When the manhwa starts mc was always depressed, letting everyone abuse him and having one friend- who seemed to want more. Hence unchanged man.
It sounds bad, but he doesnt face things.
He didnt before and he still doesnt.

I wonder who was killed before.

He is all talking but we see the desperation. We know who is the desperate one here

So…..he went as far to have others rape him,that was disturbing. I usually or almost always want some development, yep, even in these type of manhwas. Not realistic,im aware.
But a gangrape that was ordered by the “ml” is smth horrifying

-“Please take caution before you read.”
I believe yall do it to yourselves. Cause it warns you.
You can obviously dislike or hate the characters and their doings, but the author warns you.
So if you still go into it and keep reading, i would think you want to read it

I really wanna see Uno be a little submissive and in love……like he is already looking at Enzo a bit longer than he does with others

Reading the novel…..u realize that they stopped pretending to be in love cause it became real, but for different reasons, wont accept it. Its infuriating.
Like listen:
“ He had wanted the prince to hold onto him. Luce had clung to the faint hope that perhaps he harbored even a shred of feeling for him, that Ail might hold onto him sincerely. ”

“All he wanted was for Ail to say, Stay by my side. I need you. If he’d heard just those words, Luce would have willingly stayed. ”

“No, even if it was a lie, it would have been enough. If he had just told him not to leave, if he had said a single word asking him to stay… If he had simply asked to keep him close, he might have abandoned everything and chosen to remain by his side. ”

But ofcourse neither shows an ounce of this desperation, instead they throw insults and harsh words.
Luce says he wants to leave, Ail doesnt know how else to keep him.
He lacks the ability to show that. Also in survival mode, emotionally stunned literally. He cant show vulnerability. Everyone ignores he was just a kid thrown in power fights.
And the same with Luce. He lives for others, makes himself as small for them. Afraid to end up like his mother. But he still loves Ail. And he just wants one word from him, never saying a word himself about his feelings(understandable) but like they go in circles.