I really love this chapter because you can finally see Huan Wen showing some selfishness (for the first time i guess?) Or maybe selfishness is not the word but more he finally does something for himself only, which is asking cherry blossom guy to stay with him. That made me almost tear up because until now Huan Wen only showed a side of himself where he does something for the other, like doing over-work, listening to Yuyang’s worries or bearing the guilt of his love preferences because of his grandpa’s expectations. And when he’s the one in trouble, he wouldn’t want to bother the others with this and prefear to isolate himself, which i totally relate. I really hope he can get the chance the let out part of his personal worries to pink haired boy (forgot his nameee ;~;), who seems to be a very considerate and empathic person! Loving Huan Wen’s development so far.
I’ve never realized this before while reading the story but I can exacy see myself in Huan Wen. Not that im living the same struggles as a closeted gay as him but with the way he copes with building pressure. I would typically try first to occupy myself with any tasks such as work and then when everything is done, i would tend to (selfishly) isolate myself from any contacts such as my friends, even going as far as not touching my phone for days and making some close friends worried as hell just as he did with Yu yang.
Idk i just find it refreshing to be able to relate to a character with the part of my personality that i really dont appreciate. Im rlly intrigued how the next chap’s gonna be!
Omg this make me so happy and fluffy inside how much Huan Wen is letting his expressions get out more and looking more & more smitten towards Yuan .... and the wingman on yuyang‘s part is just so on point
I WISH THEM THE BEST FOR PERHAPS A NEW FLOURISHING LOVE (▰˘◡˘▰)