TW//$uicide
The next chapters are the divorce chapters. niannian basically snaps. his condition was so bad after returning to gu yansheng that he had to be hospitalized for a while. he suffers physically and mentally.
ill spare you the not as important parts, but it was very satisfying. the entire time niannian is telling gu yansheng to leave him alone while gu yansheng realizes that he actually likes him. (ew)
niannian comes out as the popular composer W.E. after luoan lies about being W.E. and even went on talk pretending to be W.E. he even tried to hack into W.E.’s account
the whole thing started because luoan stole nianians compositions during high school i think.
even more happens, gu yanshen tries to get with niannian again which was met with a bunch of “leave me alone”s
gu yansheng is shocked and decided to dig up about luoans past and to his surprise, luoan is a lying split faced bitch.
however the entire time, niannian is still suffering psychologically, and had even got into another accident.
necklace gets returned, and after that happens, niannian breaks down mentally. the accident left his leg needing surgery and because of his trauma, he refuses.
he attempts $uicide. twice actually.
the first time, his dad found him in the bathtub
the second time gu yansheng stopped him.
(chapters 200-201)
thats all i have for now, but i will warn you all beforehand that gu yansheng is endgame.
Here are the links!
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/black-lotus/
only goes up to chapter 65
https://www.wattpad.com/story/249488925-black-lotus-bl-novel
they are still translating it! 1-140
https://www.wattpad.com/story/120549865-black-lotus-bl-novel-the-ending
chapters 200-end
https://m.dahexs.net/183_183274/
the raws, if anyone wants to read it in chinese
i read the novel and everything and this scene still fucks with me. niannan deserves better.
this is still like pretty calm, the next few chapters are going to be even more painful imo at least.
here you go (=・ω・=)
this one is from novelupdates https://www.novelupdates.com/series/black-lotus/
and this one from Wattpad, it has more chapters than the other: https://www.wattpad.com/story/249488925-black-lotus-bl-novel
have a great day ヾ(☆▽☆)
EVERYONE CALM THE FUCK DOWN ITS HAPPENING, ITS FINALLY HAPPENING
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(ROUGH SUMMARY)
THAT UGLY MIELLE BITCH AND THE BROTHER ARE PLANNING SOME DUMB SHIT. BASICALLY THEY FUCK IT UP FOR THEMSELVES AND OFC ITS GONNA FAIL. MIELLE TRIES TO FRAME OUR BEAUTIFUL GODDESS, BUT IT BACKFIRES. AS IT SHOULD, AS IT FUCKING SHOULD. IM SO HYPED FOR IT TO ACTUALLY HAPPEN
i got a few complaints, but i loved this story.
like the war part wasn’t really,,,explained??? like what happened after satan made that deal with god, what happened to that war?
and the pet thing with Gabriel. Gabriel barely showed up and did almost nothing. how does he feel?
there are so many amazing characters. i feel like the author showcased so many characters with so much potential but along the way just threw them aside.
THE LAST PART!!! what IS that thing?? god really just not gonna explain it? and the jae-lee or whatever his name was got tossed aside and you never learn whats happening on earth after the whole apocalypse thing.
thats all im gonna rant about, there are more but overall, pretty good read
TLDR; rushed parts everywhere.
This is exactly what i complain about, the story was interesting, but rushed everywhere, can we talk about god too?? Who was on the point of retiring but then?? No??
Ang Gabe, he found the thing he liked most in the whole universe but let it go???
And the dude at the end just ran off somewhere??
Why did it seemed like satan's powers were shifting from "i can undo Satan"s spells" to "but i can't beat Sherlyn or that kid coming from the human world??"
What the heck is just what i'm feeling, like it could have been so much deeper (especiay satan/beel's relationship, they were besties and so close, then beel disapeared._.) but instead a lot was just skipped over...
AND THAT'S TOO BAD BECAUSE IT COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH DEEPER!
RIGHT IT STARTED OFF SO STRONG! and then you got all these unanswered questions midway. the author built up the tension wonderfully but then just forgot about it??? like they basically threw away all we know and started a new arc without finishing the original???
THE CHARACTERS ARE SO AMAZING. THEY EACH GOT THEIR STORY! but the amount of characters were overwhelming i guess? you can tell since the author just stopped even mentioning them at a certain point.
started off amazing but then ended it without completing anything, which is very disappointing. like it started off so good and ended it like that? i rather it had been dropped rather than ending it in a way that leaves more questions than answers.
I KNOW RIGHTT!!!!!
lIKE so many plot points were just balantly ignored and skipped on for no reason???
and this is exactly why it's disapointing because we're showned so many stories, which never end.^.
And i don't know if there were too many characters?? Like, Satan, sherlyn and beel could have been the three protag, but instead it was just satan and... i don't have the words i'm just sad :"))
BUT IT WAS STILL GOOD NONTHELESS
man you know what i really want? i want some damn angst in this. not some weak “i still love you” type of stuff, i want the bottom to snap and really do something about the divorce. y’all divorced and didn’t really end on the best terms, why continue to talk to him? the story is kinda confusing but i get the gist.
and the top, how does he actually feel? why do you still contact your ex husband even though it was YOU that wanted the divorce?
sorry bout the rant.
how is this favoritism???? if anything YOURE the one favoring your own kids over a little girl whos just minding their own business. your kid deadass knocked someone unconscious and wanted to hit them with a wooden sword.
then coming into someone’s room angry after punishing them properly…pathetic.
your own dad disciplined YOUR kid for you because you obviously cant, and said kid grew up thinking they can do whatever they want without consequences because of it.
aren’t you also in need of discipline? you deadass heard someone’s so called business and wanted to invest even though you have no knowledge of the kind of business its going to be/what is being advertised, but someone more knowledgeable than you said something about it preventing a huge lost and youre mad? because what? they had a kid with someone they love and raised their kid better than you did?
this is the most pathetic thing i’ve seen in a while. the world doesn’t revolve around you wth. certainly not your kid either.
this battle for the head position is based on what your kid knows and understands. they each have to prove themselves worthy of being head of the family. they dont simply earn the title just for existing.
both him and his son pathetic asf and act like 6 year olds.