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Kim Euihyun has decided he doesn’t want to live. He feels nothing anymore. He has no future to...

Cha Do-hyeon and Yeo Eun-ho, who were born in the same neighborhood and have never been apart, staye...

Leo Lombardi’s a hotshot L1 racecar driver for Team Zeus. He’s young, good-looking and h...

the mc and ml both seem to fear being alone/were left alone by loved ones in their lifetime and it has manifested different for them. i hope they can take a moment to seriously discuss where they stand since a lot of lines are being blurred. they both appear to have feelings for each other at different levels

i do appreciate that the ml understands that at the very least, he’s probably not straight lol. in lots of other bls esp before, the characters would be like “im not gay i just like u, mc” like uh ok

imagine being so unhinged, in love and dying to possess the object of your affections that in the process, you destroy everything…only to be met with sympathy? not unlike that of the sympathy one feels when they see a child crying and throwing a tantrum? all alongside anger and disgust? all of these grand gestures won’t ever matter to the mc because the intention of the ml is love that has been twisted to be ownership and control. i know they’ll end up together in the end but its quite powerful to think about.

i really like this story! the mc doesn’t give me helpless vibes. he’s very much “leave me out of the drama” despite living in a whirlwind and i can respect that lol

the ugly ass classmates are sending me

soooo does the mc actually love the ml or is he just mistaking his feelings of loneliness and willing to do anything to keep ml from leaving him (including physical intimacy)?

yeahhhhh! that was legitness

that ex is wild lmao. the worst part is that there are men like that out there irl lol they will cause insane amounts of damage to your life and then wonder why you don’t wanna talk to them ever again

the characters really get in their own way sometimes. it definitely is a tale of two people who obviously want to be together but are hesitant because of outside forces and inside fears. patience is key haha

giving jaekyung the benefit of the doubt, it looks like he’s torn between his tough guy act + trying to be aloof while he takes care of dan AND just dropping that crappy attitude around dan, caring for him and looking past himself for once. i hope he treats him with tenderness sooner rather than later.

alejandro seems refreshingly earnest :’) i guess its because he’s so young. hope they have a happy ending

does anyone know if roanhiljo’s name means something particular? it has a lot more syllables than say for example yehui, his mom or garon, his brother. many ancient and modern korean names appear to usually have 2 syllables. i just wonder if his name has a specific meaning? or title?

i’m glad others can feel the dread or unsettling feeling looming in this story! can’t wait to fully understand everything

this story so far makes me wanna group hug everyone T__T its beautiful

chase is gorgeous….wow *__*

thank u god

chase is so beautiful *__* he is a lunatic (esp in the novel) but his beauty can’t be denied