this story is insaneeee!! like in a good way. in essence, the ml was so obsessed with the mc that this obsession that almost borders on hate and love, is coming back to destroy him. theres something really powerful about that. as if to say we shouldn’t let things consume us and take over our sensibility. i appreciate the back story that is coming from all of this too. even at a young age the ml’s overwhelming desire to belong, have a friend and finally have what he wants (mc in that case) is intricate and cool to see how it pans out!!
also i should add i’m not really rooting for the mc and ml to end up together. i’m more so fascinated how a childish desire can manifest into literally a rotten string of fate that is eventually SUPPOSED TO destroy the ml. just goes to show you how in an instant, you have the power to alter a total stranger’s life
the way their relationship dissolves is lowkey real like at some point it feels like that person from the beginning of the relationship will never come back, you know? you just have a version of someone who no longer loves you as much as they did or is exhausted of the turbulence and is cold…i hope they can work it out!
not always a fan of the low confidence, traumatized mc personality type but there’s something i enjoy about him and the plot. i also kind of like how the seme has figured out his attraction is more than just physical in nature but also being frustrated and unable to vocalize it. its messy but i enjoy
both characters have a lot of depth which is great. so far this could make for an amazing storyline of change and growth. i hope the ml overcomes a lot of his barriers. sometimes the right partners really do provide us with a positive space that aids in journey of growth. i hope the mc also realizes that he can’t hold himself AND the ml up without being a detriment to himself as well.
i’ve always wondered about that particular toy/device (the one inserted into the mc) in terms of infection control. like if a non-sterile item like that entere the urethra is it an infection risk? i guess since its only intermittent, i guess maybe not? lol
There's so much more to it then just whipping one out from the drawer and shoving it inside your pp bro I swear