i do appreciate that the ml understands that at the very least, he’s probably not straight lol. in lots of other bls esp before, the characters would be like “im not gay i just like u, mc” like uh ok
imagine being so unhinged, in love and dying to possess the object of your affections that in the process, you destroy everything…only to be met with sympathy? not unlike that of the sympathy one feels when they see a child crying and throwing a tantrum? all alongside anger and disgust? all of these grand gestures won’t ever matter to the mc because the intention of the ml is love that has been twisted to be ownership and control. i know they’ll end up together in the end but its quite powerful to think about.
i really like this story! the mc doesn’t give me helpless vibes. he’s very much “leave me out of the drama” despite living in a whirlwind and i can respect that lol
soooo does the mc actually love the ml or is he just mistaking his feelings of loneliness and willing to do anything to keep ml from leaving him (including physical intimacy)?
The latter I think. Ain't no way that's love cuz that's so fucked up if it is
that ex is wild lmao. the worst part is that there are men like that out there irl lol they will cause insane amounts of damage to your life and then wonder why you don’t wanna talk to them ever again
My ex in a nutshell. But she's a girl that was the worst relationship I have ever had. " we are just different" no miss we aren't just different u emotionally abused me lmaooo
TWINNN!!! LIKE FUCKING HELL thats why im tweaking just reading this story (hope you're better now)
the characters really get in their own way sometimes. it definitely is a tale of two people who obviously want to be together but are hesitant because of outside forces and inside fears. patience is key haha
Their age gap is the biggest factor here which contributed to their clashing personality. I remember having so much headache reading about both of them because idk how they will reconcile on a same footing. It's crazy that despite all of this, they will be in a relationship lol
giving jaekyung the benefit of the doubt, it looks like he’s torn between his tough guy act + trying to be aloof while he takes care of dan AND just dropping that crappy attitude around dan, caring for him and looking past himself for once. i hope he treats him with tenderness sooner rather than later.
the mc and ml both seem to fear being alone/were left alone by loved ones in their lifetime and it has manifested different for them. i hope they can take a moment to seriously discuss where they stand since a lot of lines are being blurred. they both appear to have feelings for each other at different levels