akira

the rich yearns for omegaverse…..

wonderful person. i’ve been in his shoes before and there is no words to describe how tiring it actually is to be with someone who has depression… it eats you away little by little every day until you don’t recognize who you are anymore and the worst part is you can’t give up because it is not your battle… you can’t leave because of whatever reason..

in a way i understood that sekye’s mom was a victim of that endless cycle by her husband because we can tell how tired she was of everything (kudos to author who portrayed it so clearly) which led to the neglect of sekye. while i sympathise with her i can’t help but to resent her as well. children are blameless. but on the other hand, even though i resented sekye as well but i was so glad sekye got his happy ending. at least one person of the cycle needs to get happiness. and i am also glad that yijun did not end up succumbing because of sekye, like sekye’s mother did because of his father. that would be so sad and hopeless :(

yijun’s kindheartedness and selflessness saved sekye. i wish i have half of it because even now my selfishness wants everything to stop and go back to normal. i just want the sekye in my life to wake up and look at all of us behind him who live in anxiety not knowing his next thoughts and moves.