
I can't get rid of this terrible nervousness that something is gonna go wrong and like Taku is gonna turn on Haesoo. I know Taku has been a seemingly good guy and I do like him but I'm just nervous Haesoo is gonna get hurt more. I dunno who to trust Jowoon or Taku? I just want them all to be happy. ┗( T﹏T )┛

I can't disagree with you there. Haesoo has already hurt Jowoon and hes probs gonna dissapoint Taku, and within it all hes hurting himself again. He's stuck between multiple decisions none of which he can commit to and in that way he stringing along a relationship with Taku that's not stable. Still Taku makes me nervous as hell, the rumour about him from before makes me skepitcal and how he seems to be playing to get a reaction from Haesoo. Like I wanna like Taku but I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I read this in one sitting and just finished it and like... wow. I'm sitting in the post read haze like a little dazed. A super well rounded story, I definitely cried twice and my heart actively hurt for like over half of it but like this is a story where you finish with such a sense of like weird peace and contentedness. Highly recommend. Definitely some trigger warnings for abuse and s*xual assault during the first 1/4. But just holy hell, ugh, god damn love is wild, this was a beautiful, heart wrenching time, and I'll probs read it again sometimes. Definitely read it ╥﹏╥