I wasn’t grossed out (I was in middle school) or anything but the smut scenes got to me. My face would get so red because they really be graphic af. I started reading yaoi and I couldn’t go back to reading shoujo or josei so I am now a yaoi addict. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 reply
I’ve always had a feeling I was bi but I always had crushes on guys so I didn’t think much of it until high school. I was in this program and there was this girl who came out to our little group of girls that she was a lesbian. She was pretty open about it too and then I started noticing her more. She was a pretty touchy person so I started to ...... 1 reply
I was in middle school (I think) and I was reading shoujo. Then, I got so annoyed with the common tropes and went on to reading smut and josei. I remembered my sister at the time was into yaoi so I tried it out and that’s when it started. Although, I’m more obsessed with yaoi compared to how my sister was back then.
Side story:
When I was lit...... reply
My mom started screaming at me, I have never seen that look in her eyes. I was in middle school and I broke down sobbing. That didn't stop, in fact I think it made her more mad. After that, I locked myself in the bathroom and some bad thoughts started to go through my mind. Then I remember imagining my cut wrists. Thankfully there was nothing sharp...... 1 reply
For some reason we were housing some people who were friends with my grandma's sister. It was like a whole family and I remember I was reading it on my computer. I had to cursor on my homework tab so I could switch if anyone came by. But then I got to engrossed into it and it started to become hella intense. Then I got a bad feeling and I whipped m...... 1 reply
I have never asked someone out but I have been asked out before.
The most memorable one was in middle school:
In English I was paired up with a boy to review our narratives and give feedback. Till this day I still don’t know if he just wanted to be friends or go out with me. He asked me if I wanted to go out with him to Starbucks and I was like ...... reply
I want some online friends so feel free to leave your discord or insta. We can talk about yaoi manga, kpop, or anime. I also like drawing. Does anybody else listen to YouTube ASMRs? And I am not talking about mukbangs or food related stuff.