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i can believe they glossed over the uh finger up the backdoor stuff omfg literally the worst way to confess to someone i would NOT be happy if the person i loved told me they loved me back and then begged me not to hate them like what i know hes supposed to be crazy but this flavour of crazy is kind of offputting at times the childhood stuff was cute but their relationship is super onesided tbh kind of uncomfortable
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im so curious about how her relationship with the emperor will turn outtt like on one hand i dislike parents that only acknowledge their children when they have uses for them like everyone who hated philomel when she was a normal ass child??? kys .... but i dont think her relationship with her notfather is unsalvageable BUTTT she seems to be getting along with her new family as well.... clearly the lesson she needs to learn is about how family is not some magical bond but needs work from both parties like her handmaid told her and she just immediately forgot lmao
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so crazy how the author wrote xingxing and all the characters to be more modern and liberal with thoughts and opinions like their parents teaching them sex ed and her mum being so open to letting her stay with her bf and the reaction to xing's rumours having feminist undertones but then introduces an age gap couple like omg the whiplash... i rly thought this would be a normal if not a little corny love story but the side couple is sooo... especially since he was their TEACHERRR and his love interest is the same age as his students oh my god
the irony of assuming the oppa shes dreaming of is some dude shes romantically interested in + assuming the ashtray is from this imaginary guy too when he was soooo mad at her for guessing about his own circumstances lmfaooo typical male smh