
im trying to read it but i cant take the admiration for him serious, he looks like a pugified yaoi man. idk if its because they subtly changed something up from the first interaction but he has that 90’s bl stereotypical face with the sharp ass chin and long face. im on chapter four so dont crucify me ok

doesn’t care about you or your feelings, but has this weird attachment to you as if you were an object he can treat any way he wants. he cherishes you in mortifying ways and hurts you, and your rejection is the only time he feels hurt. and the final boss, hurting himself to keep you around and trauma bonding with you. lovely.
this child was rocking people’s world because wdym you need to ruin his life for being mean . it’s still serious but he was a kid who didn’t know better, i blame the adults tbh for not reprimanding him
I blame the adults too but he has a right to be angry against the person who traumatised him. Locking him in a dark and damp room presumably like this one is so terrifying for a child. That would be terrifying for an adult too but children aren’t as capable of rationalising or problem solving and they don’t have as much strength so breaking down a door isn’t an option. He shouldn’t actively seek out the guy who did that to him but he wasn’t even the one who initiated the contact between these two.
erm yea i said it’s still serious and didn’t invalidate the ML but we can all agree forcibly changing his fate and holding onto that type of resentment/obsession is wild. his hate is justified but i called out the extremes the adult actors went to atm since have it out for him, even though they were kids . and those two were bound to meet again because of what the ML did to MC’s string of fate, the ML knew by doing that he’d create a forced connection
The fate thing is extreme and I still don’t understand why he did it but in terms of him “holding a grudge”, he’s totally justified in that. If he wanted revenge, he’s justified in that too. MC ruined a lot of peoples lives and made them feel like they were in a living hell. He kinda deserves a bit of pain and suffering served back to him. It is very very extreme to do things this way and there were definitely easier ways to get revenge if that’s what he’s after but I think he doesn’t fully hate the MC. I think it’s a love/hate relationship where he’s in awe of his acting skill but loathes his true character. Maybe that’s why he merged their fate string? It was in a moment of love and awe?
you keep mansplaining to me things we agree on . he was a horrible however, the one person whose life he affected career wise was that twink after abusing the honorific system with another kid. tbh i think “ruining a lot of peoples lives” is doing too much- he made lives difficult and he was a bully so of course he deserves his karma
but yea there’s love and admiration mixed in with that hate and desire for vengeance