
from the art style to the plot and relationship dynamic, i love everything about this. the trauma of tough parents and homophobia was done respectfully instead of a cheap method to make characters excusably assholes
slice of life bls deserve overflowing support and praise, and this one exceeded my expectations with just a few chapters. the characters feel too real and relatable, old man yaoi never misses!!

they are genuinely worried about his condition and i hope he really listens to them instead of siding with ml. this stuff is terrifying and started ever since he took those pills. it’s relieving to see realistic characters find the situations around mc suspicious, instead of the other way around where other characters brush off an mc’s paranoia

mc not figuring out they were lying about their levels, even though he can feel his energy drain immensely. the annoying s-class guide who’s only trait is sticking to people on “his level”. and the ml who has the most obvious answer to his dilemma
i hate when love interests dance around the idea of ever liking the mc romantically… when he already cares for him, takes care of him as a lover, and it bothers ml that he could betray him. you are pushing 30??? you know what it means to like someone

when you really think about ml’s hardship, it all boiled down to an awfully controlling dad and getting deceived for a while. i cannot believe the audacity and lack of empathy to physically beat someone this bad… common people are desperate for money, this was by no means a huge offense??? he couldn’t even recognize his love at first glance, and even after all the evidence shown right in front of him too! the fatigue and deceit are the LAZIEST excuses
he didn’t go about the search smartly, and all he experienced was minor inconvenience. in the end this poor innocent guy took the brute of it and for nothing

it’s sad we only got to see a glimpse!! but it was new for me to witness a webtoon with an already established long term relationship and them having to rekindle their great love for each other again. the process of their proposal was scary asf but knowing they were meant to be had me rooting for them the whole time. seeing the cocky one in the relationship process their life without their usual comfort and routine is SO satisfying
im reading this really late in the dark and almost pissed myself. i knew a scary face was coming but jeez it gets more and more uncanny every chapter. she looks like a horror game murderer