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After this, she will (hang) off herself again, only then Heiner will “allow” her to divorce him, smh, as long as she keeps her promise to stay alive. The frustration this man gives me, he shitless thought she’ll still be happy after the first suic— all he does in this arc to sum up is having this confusing thoughts that Anette would never do this and that because “she’s afraid of pain, she’s frail, she’s a swan who was raised as a swan while I was raised like a duck and to only honk-honk.” Then the next chapters will be Heiner’s backstory which I REALLY want to skip but I’m reading it anyways, then after that the frontline arc.
I’m also looking forward to a deep down analysis of Heiner’s character, since I’m incapable of understanding his character that is down beaten (what I meant is the “whys” why is he like this and the how-when-who). Tho I think it’s because I’m deeply rooted to Anette’s character and her way to happiness that I’m quite bias. Hence why, if you have better understanding of Heiner’s character, do tell me bitte! (๑˃ᴗ˂)