
Seriously how messed up is that, also why does the main character have to suffer so much. Like damn she is sooo unlucky Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

alright. if someone, doesn't want to know. don't read this. I repeat, don't read!
So apparently she has something called a ,,Phoenix soul". Her first life will be miserable and those around her will be affected. She will get reincarnated (like in the first ch of the manga) and will suffer again, but less then before (current situation) and this will go on again and again and again. Her family (she will meet a relativ) explains this to her and explains, why she was given to the orphanage-> reason: her soul. So she is bound to suffer for life until she reincarnated enough times to get something like better karma? It will get better each time (apparently, she didn't die in the novels chapter i was at)......still shitty. and because of that there is so much going to happen. I cried a few times reading the novel, but I didn't finish it, so I still hope for a happy ending an will keep reading the manga. We just have to stay strong
I really hope he ends up regretting his actions or at least I wanna see him suffer a little.