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I don't hate Silas yet I don't love him. He doesn't hand his heart out 100% to anyone, or so he thinks. He isn't fully aware how much he loves Arthur, so in denying his full fledged feelings he'll be hurting not only Arthur but himself. He thinks he only feels possessive but is missing the bigger picture. In order for you to want someone to trust you, you have to trust them too. THAT is where Silas struggles the most. He wants people's unconditional loyalty only to not be loyal to any one person. This is why I do not fully like him, as if Arthur stays with him when he's still this way it'll be tragic for the both of them.