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The thing is..... Lyle was warned and even was shooed away because of how intense Ash's ruts are. Yeah, maybe ash secretly wants to get rougher but we all know with ABO that during ruts and heats they tend to be much muuuuuch more intense than they usually are. He even said his are worse than Lyle could imagine and he wouldn't be able to control himself, then right away lyle was like "i can't do this uwu" like cmon, you were told and your FORCED your way in even though he didn't want to hurt you. I'm sorry, I rarely ever take the seme's side but in this situation it's crazy not to.
Was it insanely intense? Yes. Was Lyle overwhelmed and pushed to the brink? Of course. But girl...... Come on, he told you to wait until his rut was over. I was honestly flabbergasted at how quickly Lyle was like "I don't think I can do this" right after being like "I can take on anything" LOLOLOL it's kinda funny ngl.