Heftylesbian June 10, 2020 5:50 am

At one point, due to the fact that the author started posting drawings of the two main characters on twitter suddenly I had hope that they were picking it up again.
But after recent tweets, I am VERY assure that 35 is it. They suffer MAJOR a depression and lack self confidence. I don’t know if she has any support from friends or family at home with her art.

If you are an artist, then you know how hard it is suffering from art block as well as depression and anxiety. Nothing looks good, no matter if it looks like the best drawing ever. If you yourself can’t convinced yourself it’s good, then nothing else will. She needs someone who can help her climb out of that hole she dug herself in, but until then I don’t think she’ll be drawing much at all.

The story and art of this manhua is beautiful, but it definitely brought the author stress. She is obviously always thinking about it with what she posts, but it’s weighing her down.

As a fan, I wish she was just on extended absence from the comic so that it gives her time to calm her nerves and pick things back up, as a fellow artist I just want her to be happy and feel satisfied with her art.

Heftylesbian June 10, 2020 5:11 am

Mc has gone through S O much shit. First he was in a relationship with his hyung, that obviously ended poorly. Then he got into an accident, THEN keep on getting raped by the dude you love. Like, he’s so hung up on his hyung that he still mutters his name in his sleep and went to see him through the window of the boxing place.... but he obviously is scared shitless of him. It was probably verbal and threatening before it escalated to that.

The only one treating him decently is mafia daddio. Even though he beat the SHIT about of him, he is treating him like human right now,

Mc MUST have went through shit in his past BEFORE taking up boxing, he said that he took it up so he wouldn’t get beaten up anymore, but in the end it’s all the same? Like dudes idk about you but Mc is going to break soon, that’s my guess.

Heftylesbian June 4, 2020 12:37 am

This is such a great manhua so far omg, each chapter makes me fall more and more in love with it.

Heftylesbian May 31, 2020 3:48 am

Baijinyi is such a cutie, what a good guy. He’s the type that would do anything for the one he loves. UGH I’m so excited to see how their relationship develops more.

Heftylesbian May 30, 2020 2:42 am

Two chapters, and it’s ALREADY awesome. The mc has gone through so much, obviously he took up boxing to protect himself.

Heftylesbian May 27, 2020 6:50 am

Reading the comments I think people forget something.
Paulo is a thousand year old vampire. He has seen things come and go, Gabriel is a cute toy to him to help pass time by. He is infatuated with Gabriel, not because he loves him, but because he wants to control him.

He knows Gabriel loves Saliou, he knew that Gabriel had feelings for someone else and was gay right when they met. Maybe because of his vampiric powers idfk. He knows how head strong Gabriel is, but also weak willed. It makes it fun for him to mess around with.

Take note, Paulo said that with a flick of the wrist he could make Gabriel writhe in lust for him right then and there, instilling fear into Gabriel’s mind.

Think of it with a kid and a doll. It is the prettiest and coolest doll they could find. As they get older, the doll loses its value.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 3:16 pm

    So? Is that supposed to make me like him? I hate him even more. He's the most cancerous in thos fckn book. I despise him with a burning passion and with every being in my body. He's just dehumanized the poor man.

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 3:17 pm

    I dunno.. . Yes, there's a possibility that Gabriel is just for passing time but i dont think his goal is to control him. He might have been urged to take Gabriel because he might have lost someone dear to him that resembles Gabriel ( that's just one possibility tho) About that Flick thing, if his goal was to get Gabriel then he would've done it by then but he didn't. Why? Maybe because he want to make Gabriel slowly fall for him and when that happens he could turn gabriel into a vampire so they could live forever. And If that happens then we can conclude that Gabriel is not just for passing time. He might have really liked Gabriel.
    Take note, yes there were alot of times Paulo tried scaring Gabriel but never did he ever tried to hurt him physically ( well aside from sex)



    P. S I know its weird why im taking the side of Paulo but honestly I kinda think they'll end up together. I know what you're thinking, Gabriel
    And Saliou are destined but you never know.
    ............. EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED........

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 3:28 pm
    So? Is that supposed to make me like him? I hate him even more. He's the most cancerous in thos fckn book. I despise him with a burning passion and with every being in my body. He's just dehumanized the poor ma... Joonie Poonie

    Well. Whatchu expect from a demon. To be good?
    Lets just wait what the future holds before we jump to conclusions. I mean, yes, all the 'evil stuff'
    He did are pretty cruel but i kinda expected him to be that way. VAMPIRES ARE VAMPIRES. It's not like the other vampire mangas wherein the vampires are good(?) i like this type much better

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 3:30 pm
    I dunno.. . Yes, there's a possibility that Gabriel is just for passing time but i dont think his goal is to control him. He might have been urged to take Gabriel because he might have lost someone dear to him ... DEVIL

    Aside from "sex"? Sex? You call what he goes through as "sex"? NO YOU DUMB BITCH, IT'S RAPE!!!!!! You are shipping this mans rapist with him. Y'all just hate Saliou, say it. Because Paulo is not cute, personality comes first boo, intentions comes first, morals comes first. He's just been doing what he wants and still is doing what he wants, Karma will come and it bite him so hard up the ass, he'll feel the fear Gabriel had against him. Stupid mfs. Y'all stupid.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 3:31 pm
    Well. Whatchu expect from a demon. To be good?Lets just wait what the future holds before we jump to conclusions. I mean, yes, all the 'evil stuff'He did are pretty cruel but i kinda expected him to be that way... DEVIL

    Shut up talking to me, stupid bitch.

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 3:41 pm
    Aside from "sex"? Sex? You call what he goes through as "sex"? NO YOU DUMB BITCH, IT'S RAPE!!!!!! You are shipping this mans rapist with him. Y'all just hate Saliou, say it. Because Paulo is not cute, personali... Joonie Poonie

    You can't really call it rape especially when both parties felt good during it. And no, i dont hate Saliou. Thats obviously not what I was trying to imply. I was just trying to say that i don't hate Paulo as well cuz y'all are hating him so much because he do 'evil stuff' when you know for a fact that hes a VAMPIRE. And what is a vampire exactly? A fckin DEMON. So dont expect a demon to be good, this isn't one of your fairytales sweetie. You don't expect a demon to act like a Saint (⌒▽⌒)

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 3:42 pm
    Well. Whatchu expect from a demon. To be good?Lets just wait what the future holds before we jump to conclusions. I mean, yes, all the 'evil stuff'He did are pretty cruel but i kinda expected him to be that way... DEVIL

    Also you stupid dumb bitch, the vampires you had to read in other bls have to a modernized version of them, whereas this plot, is based way back then. Plus modernized vampires are nice because humanity have evolved and they'd be dumb to just act the way Paulo acts. Whereas this time, they don't have things we have today. Duh stoopid.

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 3:42 pm
    Shut up talking to me, stupid bitch. Joonie Poonie

    When your enemy has a point and you can't think of anything else to say*

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 3:53 pm
    Also you stupid dumb bitch, the vampires you had to read in other bls have to a modernized version of them, whereas this plot, is based way back then. Plus modernized vampires are nice because humanity have evo... Joonie Poonie

    And you really expecting all vampires to be civil just because its the 'modern era'? And you said it yourself, vampires in the 'modern time' are good because they've adapted with humanity and that this manga is based way back then, so its basically like you're saying vampires haven't adapted to humanity yet because its still in the old times. Which means vampires in this manga are still the cruel ones. Your words against yours babe.



    I wonder why yall are getting so worked up when i just basically meant i dont hate Paulo. Sensitive btch

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 3:57 pm

    THIS IS WHY I LOVE THE COMMENT SECTION HERE
    ヾ(☆▽☆)triggering bitches

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 4:52 pm
    You can't really call it rape especially when both parties felt good during it. And no, i dont hate Saliou. Thats obviously not what I was trying to imply. I was just trying to say that i don't hate Paulo as we... DEVIL

    You're much more stupid than I thought. It's rape because he was not in his mind okay with what was going on, he never told Paulo that what he was doing okay and he was comfortable with it. Of course his body was reacting, he was under a spell by paulo and it's a natural bodily reaction. Your only argument against what I say about paulo is that he's a vampire... like no. Vampires can be evil without being a rapist.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 4:55 pm
    When your enemy has a point and you can't think of anything else to say* DEVIL

    Like I said, your only "point" if you can even call it that, is that Paulo is a rapist, manipulative bastard, and a horrible being is because he's a vampire. But that can easily be counter pointed by the fact that, easily a vampire can be evil without being a rapist, or heck even manipulative. So there, dumb bitch. Anyway, by the plot paulo is going to get karma eventually. As he should.

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 4:56 pm
    You're much more stupid than I thought. It's rape because he was not in his mind okay with what was going on, he never told Paulo that what he was doing okay and he was comfortable with it. Of course his body w... Joonie Poonie

    BITCH READ THE LATEST COMMENTS. I EXPLAINED HOW NO RAPE WAS COMMITTED. COMEBACK TO ME AFTER YOU'RE DONE. I MEAN, ARE YOU EVEN SURE YOU'RE READING THIS MANGA PROPERLY? BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE SKIPPING A LOT OF DIALOGS

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 4:59 pm
    And you really expecting all vampires to be civil just because its the 'modern era'? And you said it yourself, vampires in the 'modern time' are good because they've adapted with humanity and that this manga is... DEVIL

    It's not going against my words, I'm explaining why you probably dislike the good vampires you happen to see from other mangas. You still aren't proving your point. Your only argument is that because paulo is a vampire BACK THEN he's a evil asshole. Like no, dumbass. That's clearly stating a special case. Know your shit.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 5:00 pm
    THIS IS WHY I LOVE THE COMMENT SECTION HEREヾ(☆▽☆)triggering bitches DEVIL

    Bitch, your mom.

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 5:08 pm
    Bitch, your mom. Joonie Poonie

    Well atleast she gave birth to someone who understands the value of one's opinion. Unlike those people who starts attacking and debating with other people just because they don't agree with their opinions.

    Incase you didn't understand hon, i meant someone like YOU.

    DEVIL June 11, 2020 5:12 pm
    It's not going against my words, I'm explaining why you probably dislike the good vampires you happen to see from other mangas. You still aren't proving your point. Your only argument is that because paulo is a... Joonie Poonie

    Sometimes i dont even understand those nonsense your typing.
    Well, just to be clear, i never said i hated good vampires.
    I simply said that not all vampires are the same.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 6:55 pm
    Sometimes i dont even understand those nonsense your typing.Well, just to be clear, i never said i hated good vampires.I simply said that not all vampires are the same. DEVIL

    I never said that you dislike them, I said that you PROBABLY dislike them. Let's be clear on that.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 6:58 pm
    Well atleast she gave birth to someone who understands the value of one's opinion. Unlike those people who starts attacking and debating with other people just because they don't agree with their opinions.Incas... DEVIL

    Yawn. Anyways, you're weird for siding with a rapist. I don't care if you favor evil vampires. Imagine being in Gabriel shoes and people just side with your rapist and sexualize what you go through. Sad face. Couldn't be me. At least my mom, gave birth to a person with common sense, morals, and it's dumb. Unlike your stupid mother and your dumb behavior.

    Joonie Poonie June 11, 2020 7:01 pm
    BITCH READ THE LATEST COMMENTS. I EXPLAINED HOW NO RAPE WAS COMMITTED. COMEBACK TO ME AFTER YOU'RE DONE. I MEAN, ARE YOU EVEN SURE YOU'RE READING THIS MANGA PROPERLY? BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE SKIPPING A LOT... DEVIL

    Yes. I am a bitch, bitch. Choose a new word because that's not offensive to me. I'm sure I explain to your illiterate ass, that it did involve rape. I hope you're put in a situation like Gabriel's. It's what people like you need.

    SECRETUM June 11, 2020 7:08 pm
    Yes. I am a bitch, bitch. Choose a new word because that's not offensive to me. I'm sure I explain to your illiterate ass, that it did involve rape. I hope you're put in a situation like Gabriel's. It's what pe... Joonie Poonie

    Oh sorry, you must not have find those words offensive.
    Well, i guess you're used to hearing them ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    SECRETUM June 11, 2020 7:24 pm
    Yawn. Anyways, you're weird for siding with a rapist. I don't care if you favor evil vampires. Imagine being in Gabriel shoes and people just side with your rapist and sexualize what you go through. Sad face. C... Joonie Poonie

    How Ironic. Calling people stupid and dumb when it's clearly them who doesn't understand the story.

    Wait, wait, wait a minute. Holda phone...
    OH SHITTT I can't believe you wrote 'morals' HA. HA. HA
    I Guess calling people 'bitch' when they did nothing to you and calling other people's mom a 'bitch' without even knowing their mom is part of your so called 'morals'
    OH~~ your mom sure is lucky to have you, i child with 'morals(?)'
    SARCASM Overload ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    LORD, FORGIVE THIS CHILD FOR HE HAS SINNED.

    But, at least you admit you're dumb tho (⌒▽⌒)
    " . . . morals, and IT's DUMB." Also, ill give you points for addressing yourself as " I.T."

    SECRETUM June 11, 2020 7:35 pm
    Yes. I am a bitch, bitch. Choose a new word because that's not offensive to me. I'm sure I explain to your illiterate ass, that it did involve rape. I hope you're put in a situation like Gabriel's. It's what pe... Joonie Poonie

    Oh no darling, if it was indeed rape then im sure you deserve to be put in a situation similar to Gabriel's more than I do. You did call yourself a Btch right? Well there yah go, its all yours. I hope someone fulfill your slutty desires till you could no longer walk whore. Or should i call you slut? Hoe? I mean you did say ur a btch. I might aswell believe that.

    Heftylesbian June 11, 2020 8:38 pm
    I dunno.. . Yes, there's a possibility that Gabriel is just for passing time but i dont think his goal is to control him. He might have been urged to take Gabriel because he might have lost someone dear to him ... DEVIL

    I’ve reread this comic numerous times since posting my comment and I have definitely changed my views. I couldn’t care what happens either way, it’d be interesting to see what happens. Honestly, if he falls for sailou it’d be a bit boring on the point that it’s EXPECTED. Gabriel is the white wolf, sailou is the black wolf. It’s common sense for the wolf’s to end up together.
    But what if the white wolf, Gabriel, falls for a vampire? What if Paulo, even upon learning he’s the white wolf, lives him? Maybe even more than before, especially since he knows he can’t completely control him?

    What if he loved the last white wolf that hasn’t appeared in such a long time? What if they were reincarnations of the past wolfs? What if they were lovers in Gabriel’s past life? I mean Paulo has been alive for so long I’m not denying the possibility.

    I think Paulo is maybe testing Gabriel’s limits. I think it’s HORRIBLE what he’s done to Gabriel in the meantime, but at the same time the more I see Paulo the more unstable and emotional he seems to me. He’s so fucking desperate, it makes me almost pity him.

    Sailou is awesome, yes. But honestly? I don’t think he likes Gabriel. I have a feeling.... I mean, Gabriel has waited YEARS for Sailou, and was so eager to see him. I don’t think Sailou feels the same way...

    I think if the unexpected happens, that would be very exciting and fun. A lot of people would be pissed, for some reason this comic brings the worst out of people. But I think people should keep and open mind and enjoy the story, you know? I mean sometimes I have a hard time reading it, especially when Paulo and Gabriel just recently had sex was brutal for me, but I’m still curious if they’ll get together.

    SECRETUM June 12, 2020 4:34 am
    I’ve reread this comic numerous times since posting my comment and I have definitely changed my views. I couldn’t care what happens either way, it’d be interesting to see what happens. Honestly, if he fal... Heftylesbian

    Yah, im not against it if Saliou and Gabriel end up together but just like you said, its kind of boring cuz its expected already. Its fun to fantasize another possible endings rather than just sticking to an obvious one.

    I dont know why im so eager to ship Gabriel and Paulo.
    Maybe its because after reading ' unripened expression'
    I hated the idea of 'First Love' especially when the 2nd boy showed more love than the 1st boy but he ends up choosing the 1st boy cuz its his ' First Love'. If you haven't read 'unripened expression', you definitely should

    Heftylesbian June 12, 2020 5:59 am
    Yah, im not against it if Saliou and Gabriel end up together but just like you said, its kind of boring cuz its expected already. Its fun to fantasize another possible endings rather than just sticking to an ob... SECRETUM

    Exaaaactly! As kids they liked each other, but it’s as if sailou quickly got over Gabriel while Gabriel was haunted by his first love. Like, yeah they had sex.... but sailou was not hesitant on leaving behind Gabriel. I feel as if it was Paulo, he’d do everything he could to have EVERYTHING he wanted.

    I think Paulo obsessiveness with obtaining Gabriel can be endearing. I think first loves are overrated. The first love in a lot of stories cases is a tragic and heart wrenching love, but it doesn’t have to end there. I am honestly hoping that this is quite a long webcomic, I feel as if they could do so many things with it.

    I have yet to read it! I put it on my “want to read” list, so that’ll be something I bing tomorrow.

Heftylesbian May 27, 2020 6:21 am

I guess because rape has been so normalized in yaoi that everyone be shipping and thursting over Chang.... but you have to remember, this is a very serious comic. Not only that, but the rape was violent, Ed still is injured from it. Chang is stalking him like nobody’s business, as if he owns Ed now. Pisses me off man, just cause you a good looking character doesn’t mean you can be let off the hook, ya dig?
He knows Ed’s a catch, and he ruined his chances.

Also I used to like Jennifer, but home dog can’t read the room. There’s some serious tension but he be thirsty, it’s clouding his vision. One look at Chang and he looks shady, but he sees a good looking dude and it flies over his head. Smh disappointed Jen, very disappointed.

Heftylesbian May 25, 2020 7:49 pm

Noah is on edge. I think he DOESN’T want something to happen to the doc, but those guys have a hold on Noah so he is forced to go along with it. He can’t be seen with the doc, but he tells him where to go and gives him some advice. Obviously Noah likes the doc, and the mayor is hella suspicious.
I just feel bad for them, it feels like things are out of their control.

Heftylesbian May 25, 2020 3:10 am

Don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry fuck I’m crying

Heftylesbian May 25, 2020 12:37 am

Man ugh I can’t get over this manga it’s just soooo good. This could be so cool animated omfg, it’s be so freaky but gorgeous at the same time. Asato is beautiful and delicate, but so head strong.

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